This is me...24 years later

This is me..

i was born on the 1st of april 1989

i was born in kuantan

we stayed in kuantan for a few years 

then we moved to kl

i started kindergarten when i was 5

i started primary school at srk hulu klang@kelang.. i forgot

few months being a dictator in class ( was elected as ASSISTANT class monitor ..just)

then we moved to penang

i continued my primary school at MGS penang

an all girls school

i was fat..really

i remembered one day,

i was so eager to go to recess

i fell...

i was bleeding...and was hungry...

but more to hungry

so i ran ...

neglecting the wound..bleeding wound on my left knee...

i realized i was hurt on my way back home on the bus.. there was small rocks and sand..

ouch~~

We moved to kl  

that was when i was just starting standard 4

there , i met a group of judgmental kids

esp-eacially the chinese boy..

i forgot his name...hmm..so

after my first test there..

i gained friends..

yep, they were particulate with results.. 

they were also my group of best friends..

secondary school..

form 1

smk seri saujana

i was elected as a prefect..

some called me Doremon..

prefects wear blue uniforms..

get it?

*sigh*

i was not the popular girl in school..

but the worst thing was...

all of my friends are popular..

i pity my self..

i was always someones friend..

not more than that..

yes, some might say, 

" why were u already thinking on being more than friends?"

my answer?

" i dont really know.. but im jealous that my friends have someone to expressed to"

typical right

i was 14.. going on 15...

arghh... 

okay.. when i was 16..

i received an offer to further in technical school 

location : MUADZAM SHAH

civil engineering studies..

it was a wonderful experience there

also was my first experience staying in a hostel

no parents

but

many rules

..still..

it was very fun!

i started joining the debate team few months after registration..

i want to change..

not trying to be popular or anything.. 

just want people to know that i exist

my time to shine!

our team won the first year i joined..

but lost the year after

still.. 

it helped me until today..

my first year in muadzam...

i met a guy...

a mysterious guy..not many friends..

he approached me..needing me to help him giving some sort of letter to one of my friends..

i helped.

then i started to know him

we were very close..

were of course...

things changed ... 

he changed...

after my spm result came out

i continued at PSIS

for my diploma

still in civil engineering

my stay at PSIS was like a starting platform

i gained so many knowledge about life...

the sad thing is

i dont really care about my studies!

i was to active with programs

until i forgot my reason doing my diploma..

hmmm

still

again..

i learn from my mistakes..

i graduated at least

i did a final project on scaffolding

 i also managed to make into the paintball team

it was thrilling

yet satisfying

if you have the urge to kill someone

do paintball war

it will help you ease up

like i did

that was my first

and my last doing games like that

at least we didnt get last..

 JPK

known as

jawatan kuasa pelajar kamsis

my family..new family

the greatest experience ever

so many programs

so many new experience

so many lessons learned

so many

just so many things happened..

two years later, 

i had to do my practical training

i chose KTM..

well...

er,,

that was the only place available

last minute 

thats what i got

coincidently

during my period of training

so

SO

many accidents happened..

not my fault!

to say the least

i had gained many experience doing this training.

i mean

6 MONTHS!

tiring..

wokeyh

thats all about job

now.. 

life

personal

love..

lets get back to that shall we?

.....

.

i started dating my best friend during my technical high school years

it lasted for 3 years

we broke up without any fights or anything

a friendly breakup

after my diploma...

thats when i started to know my fiance...

we were friends..

after 4 months of knowing each other, we finally decided to meet up

a year later, things got serious..

i was planning on continuing my degree

i chose unisel

just a day before registering..

kai ( my fiance ) helped me fo some shopping..

he took me home

that was when he met my step dad and mum..

he was planning on getting engaged with me..

i was happy.. 

he was definitely serious..

i accepted ...

a year later

on the 23rd of june 2011

i was engaged to a wonderful guy

alhamdulillah things went well

In shaa Allah... 

on the 31st of January 2014

i will officially be his wife..

time is flying away so fast..

so many unexpected event occurred during my time being his fiance up today...

Alhamdulillah, we managed to control things

it has been 2 months since the last time i actually see him

the last time i remembered, we were video calling..

i missed him

i miss him..

i will miss him

always..

I am currenly on my third year doing my

Bachelor of Civil Engineering with Honours

another year to go..

but that other year will be the year i will be holding two titles

a full time student and full time wife..

for a year 

In shaa Allah..

my hope is that

i will be able to handle everything

calm and smooth

FYI

today is my birthday...

i am 24 years old 

:)

Site visit to penang 2nd bridge :)

Assalamualaikum :) 

on the 6th and 7th of march, the Civil Engineering Club from unisel organized a site visit to penang second bridge.. bersyukur sangat sebab berpeluang mengikuti lawatan tapak ni..

This was the whole team for the technical visit.. yup, not many girls joined the trip.. 

 The above picture was taken masa on the boat.. dah lama tak naik boat..menyelap laju...it was very hot ! tengahari lagi.. burned habis kiteorg.. the boat trip to the main bridge took us 1/2 an hour just to get there.. i wonder how the workers manage to comfort themselves after spending years to complete the longest bridge in south east asia..

 The boat stopped at the main bridge, the actual bridge.. the structural engineer of this project claimed that the bridge is 92% complete.. in shaa Allah it will be launched by the end of this year.. fyi, we were invited to the ceremony! yay

Life life life

tibe2 ada tnda kt dahi awok ni haih.. xpelah.. hehe

Assalamualaikum :)..

Lama tidak singgah update blog.. almaklumlah busy sangat sem ni... so many things nak fikir.. pagi tadi ada test and presentation technology concrete... alhamdulillah rasanya... dah lepas... semalam kuiz math..pun bersyukur.. sem ni banyak cabaran, bukan setakat belajar..tapi personal matters as well... macam2 jadi...

Pejam celik pejam celiik, dah nak masuk bulan 4 pulak..alahai cepatnya... hujung bulan 4 final... sem ini sem untuk bangkit.. setakat ni, saya risaukan sangat reinforced concrete design 2.. belum pape, terus kena prepare calculations untuk bunglow.. tak belajar pape dalam kelas..terus dpt projek.. open ended lah katakan...semua kita kena buat sendiri...kelas setakat ada kt jadual..tpi xpernah ada...lecturer just msg, bg tugasan and suruh set up an appointment dgn dia untuk discuss projek.. stress mmg stress.. tp kalau dia xbuat mcm tu..xdelah kita faham

kadang kadang belajar dalam kelas pun belum tentu masuk.. so dgn cara lecturer kita ni, banyak benda lagi yg kita perlu tahu.. dia sllu ckp...nothing is easy in life.. simple je bunyi? tapi, setelah diteliti maksud sir, kini semuanya jelas...apa tujuan kita belajr? untuk kerja.. jadi , ini yg dia trainkan kita..untuk kerja... bersyukur sbb diberi pendedahan mcm ni... mmg fun..

now, sy berada di tahun ketiga semester pertama dalam usaha untuk memperolehi ijazah sarjana muda kejuruteraan awam dengan kepujian.. im a degree student? mmg hard to believe mula2.. sebab pernah niat untuk setakat belajar diploma...

Bila kenalan2 sy dapat tahu sy dpt smbung kat unisel, semua mcm underestimate sy.. lagi2 p.a sy kt poli..xbg sokongan and pandang rendah.. takpe encik.. sekarang unisel dah xmcm dulu...memang unisel swasta.. tp, education yg disampaikan sangat tough and setanding dunia pekerjaan dah pun... pada yang selalu anggap unisel ni pilihan terakhir sbb xde tawaran belajar, fikir lagi...

Tidak pernah sy menyesal belajar di unisel, lagi2 course civil engineering yg dh masuk 8 tahun dalam bidang ni... the best.. kalau dulu dpt offer ipta, course lain.. tak mau lah.. sy boleh jadi engineer... saya belajar dari kegagalan... yang selalu berjaya tak tahu erti gagal. tak challenging... so, dare to fail...

Dalam peringkat ijazah ni, memang susah.. jangan lah dibandingkan dengan diploma..jauh beza sistem pembelajaran..usaha demi mencapai cita2 diri sendiri, bukan terpaksa...

sy akan habis belajar dalam setahun setengah lagi... dalam thun depan in shaa Allah, sy akan menjadi isteri sah kepada tunang tersyg, Saudara Khairul Anuar bin Ahmad... rancang punya rancang... smpai terlupa sy ni student..jadi kena tengok jadual exam..tu yg penting..hehehe... sy tidak risau sangat sebab hubungan kami jarak jauh...jadi, jarang jumpa, ... bila jarang jumpa, xdelah ada yg ckp sy berkepit je dgn tunang... Allah ada sebab tentukan jalan hidup sy kini...semoga semua berjalan lancar...

Sedih bila mengenang tunang sy... kerja pagi petang siang malam, dalam usaha nk jadikan sy sah bagi dia... masing masing busy skrg... tpi, selalu dekat di hati.. mesej mmg setiap hari... bukan text apa pun, mostly bincang brg2 untuk majlis kita nnt... takpelah.. dh jd wifey nnt pun kena biasakan diri jauh dari msg2... sorang johor, sorang selangor..xpelah.. yg pnting dia tidak pernah berhenti bg semnagt kt sy ...

dah lama xupdate blog ni lah bebel memanjang.. ok.. stkt ni je ..salam ^_^

"ingat, bukan kita je yang akan berkahwin ina "

" ina fikir study dulu, selesaikan mana yang perlu.. tentang pernikahan ina nanti, masa ina balik kita bincang, ina jangan fikirkan sangat.. ibu faham excited nak kahwin, tapi, ina kena ingat, bukan kita je nak kahwin.. kalau orang tengok kita beria2 expose every single detail, orang pun rimas.. selagi ina belum sah jadi isteri kai, jangan mendedahkan sangat hubungan korang..belum halal bagi ina ...kita sebagai perempuan, jaga maruah..lagi2 darah manis..  "
ibu cakap, saya hanya menurut.. :)

Assalamualaikum :)

 Setelah sekian lama , baru lah update.. actually baru habis final.. semoga segala dipermudahkan..saya sudah berusaha bersungguh2..semoga semua diberkati..in shaa Allah. :)...

Perihal hubungan saya..bila tiba masanya saya akan umumkan.. saya tidak lah mahu mendedahkan sangat ..sebab nanti orang kata kita pulak over..macam saya je nak kawin ..hihihi.. apa apa pun, semoga ikatan yang ada kini kekal sehingga ke jinjang pelamin :)

Sem ini sangat memenatkan.. dengan subject design yang boleh tahan cabarannya.. banyak saya menangis mengharungi semester ini.. jujur, saya takut... tapi pada masa yang sama, sy yakin dengan usaha saya :)

beberapa minggu lagi, akan masuk tahun baru..cepat masa berjalan.. dalam fikiran saya cuma mahu tempoh belajar saya di unisel habis pada masa yang sepatutnya.. pengalaman di poli cukup ajar saya.. pentingnya memahami daripada mengingati.. apa guna kalau hafal tapi tidak faham? pusing sikit soalan terus tak boleh jawab..

niat saya belajar cuma satu, nak balas jasa ibu bapa sy... nak kerja elok2.. nak bagi balik semua perbelanjaan yang pernah dibelanjkan kepada saya selama saya dibesarkan ibu.. ina dah janji nak jadi macam ayah.. ina akan usaha dan terus usaha...

kisah hujung tahun

Assalamualaikum.. :)

seminggu lagi nak final .. harap2 semua berjalan dengan lancar..in shaa Allah .. semester ni teramat busy.. dengan design project yg due 2 mggu je.. mmg tak sempat nak kejarsana sini...lusa submit..moga smua ok...majlis nikah in shaa Allah bulan 12 tahun depan..almaklumlah masih student.. tu yg kne buat pertengahan or hujung tahun.. bulan 6 pre wedding photo shoot.. lama lagi.. tp sy busy..tu kna prepare awal2.. location of my wedding akn diberitahu.. hubungan saya dengan tunang saya, alhamdulillah..semua berjalan elok.. lagi2 kita jauh..elok lah jauh.. elak bnda2 tak diingini.. tema wedding colourful.. dulang hantaran ditempah, cincin pun da confirm nk mana.. kadkawin wat ala2 katun.. dalam perancangan sy nk hntr rsvp pnya kad jemputan, at least tahu bape ramai leh dtg n tidak.. majlis nikah kat bukit jalil..hehe...

for now, focus final! gila xgila sem ni, lg gila sy klu sy gagal .. jadi niat sy ikhlas.. sy ingin berjaya untuk keluarga juga untuk masa depan sy... tunang sy pun dh bergelar pelajar smula..sama2 lah kita berjuang!

Assalamualaikum :)

The above picture was taken during my kakak's wedding.. alhamdulillah..everything went very well :)

Everyone has been asking when will my day come?

InsyaAllah next year :)

I am currently doing a survey on wedding packages.. its easier for me to organize as year 2013 is just two months away.. 

Alhamdulillah, i am blessed as i am engaged to a very sweet guy<3 ..=".." :=":" him="him" i="i" love="love" p="p">

Next year will be my turn :)

Nervous..yes i am very nervous.. 

Time never stops..

Hope everything will go well InsyaAllah..

3 months jd tunang org :)

Assalamualaikum..been very busy..selesai kakak sulung jd isteri org..kini ramai tnye2 bila sy pulak...ikutkn insyaAllah bulan 6 thun dpn kami nikah..tp itu semua skdr rncgn..hnya tuhan yg lebih thu prjlnan hdup kita mcm mne... smoga niat baik ini diberkati n murah lh rezeki kami untuk sah jd suami isteri..plg lmbt pun bulan 12.. ape pun kmi dh rncg nk bli hntrn ...hope smua ok..cincin pun dah ada pilihan..utk sy dan utk dia...lokasi mjlis sme ade di kl atau kuantan... photographer dh ade, just nk tntukn tarikh confirm, tema pun dh decide.. pastel colour also catering.. cuma klu wat kt kuantan kne criu katere lain... apa2 pun, hope semua lancar.. sy kini berada di tahun kedua bljr nk msuk thun ketiga:).. kmgknan bsr bila dh nikah, msh student..skrg tunang sy jauh di johor, sy di slngor..eloklah...mmg jrg sgt jmpa..bru sweet:)

Bahagia di bulan yang mulia :)

Assalamualaikum.. baru sebulan lebih kami bertunang..alhamdulillah..happy:).. biar lah jarak yang memisahkan kita.. saya pasti Allah sedang melakukan yang terbaik untuk hubungan kita agar sentiasa diredhai Nya.. Khairul Anuar.. sy sayang awak sgt.. u r such a sweet person.. semenjak menjadi tunangan orang ni.. rezeki masuk xsudah..bersyukur atas rahmatMu..mungkin rezeki nak mendirikan masjid kelak? insyaAllah.. ada rezeki , maka langsunglah pernikahan kami..

Saya tak sangka, dia menjadi tunang saya.. sebab.. kalau ikutkan, saya xpernah kenal dia sebelum ni.. mksd sy, sy bru kenal dia, pastu tbe2 bincang pasal tunang dah.. apa pun.. sy happy lah dgn awk ni :)

cakap pasal rezeki, usaha sy dlu akhirnya memperoleh keuntungan yg cukup menyenangkan.. happy nyaa... apa pun, usaha tidak akan dihentikan selagi tidak mencapai target..

Soal target pulak..gtu.. hehe.. saya dalam proses menguruskan badan.. ini serius!..ye...bukan untuk nmpak cun ke ape.. untuk kesihatan saya... di beri amaran bahawa saya ni berpotensi 'mewarisi' sakit ayah ..jadi..kena lah berhati2...lagi2 dah bertunang ni...kena jaga jugak...darah manis la katakan

perihal belajar..alhamdulillah..pointer pun makin naik... sy bersyukur sgt.. mungkin kini pembelajaran sy sebagai pelajar ijazah merupakan langkah permulaan hidup yg baru.. sy dh berjanji untuk buat sungguh2..sebab masa dilploma..sy telah sia2 kan peluang sy untuk jd yg terbaik..

Apa pun...have a great ramadhan u guys :)

prelaunchX Invitation.. this is serious xmain2

Assalamualaikum..some of u might think that this is bogus..but, i can guarantee u a great future ahead.. saya mula2 takde lah percaya..tapi lepas tgk acc sy..mcm xpercaya.. i signed up a week ago... but i received a lot..alhamdulillah..mungkin rezeki bulan puasa an..masa sy masuk, free sign up..tp xtw lah skrg..tp mmg i cadngkan sume mencuba.. kalau free try..kalau kne byr, tp ada effort nk jd kaya...go on.. this is working well for me :).. click je link di bawah..nnt saya share statement sy ok :)
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My Engagement Day :)

Assalamualaikum :)

Dah sebulan lebih, baru nak update..apa2 pun, here are some pictures during the second special event..first event mestilah my wedding nanti... saya telah selamat menjadi tunangan orang pada 23 Jun yg lepas... jujur..agak nervous..

Suasana sehari sebelum majlis.. besar gak umah..lala

My c's yg make up.. first time ni hah pakai make up...

Hantaran dari pihak saya

Toblerone <3 td="td">

Lovely cuppies made by kak ifa :)

Pihak lelaki

Ni doorgift untuk yang hadir :)

Okay...baru sikit kat cini.. malas nak tunggu loading lama sangat.. anyways.. here are a bit more i managed to upload :) it was truly a wonderful event.. nerve wrecking, but in a good way..alhamdulillah semua lancar.. happy sangat:)

my engagement..im taken!

Assalamualaikum..i am happy to inform all that im engaged..23rd of june was such a happy day..it wasnt big..i have no pelamin,mak andam or even photographer..but im grateful that everything went well alhamdulillah.. I'll update more..thank you khairul anuar..luv u

Lovely day soon

Assalamualaikum.. 

sedang saya tekun menyempurnakan lagi report saya..

Saya rasa berdebar.. 3 mggu lagi saya akan menjadi tunangan orang ..tapi dugaan tetap mendatang..

xpe..sabar ye salina :)

Thanks to him..dia buat saya rasa kurang sikit nervousnya..die ni rilek je

Thats what i like about him:)

Hope our engagement can help us both to know more about one another before we really tie the knot kan :)

Kalau nak ikutkan checklist saya.. semua sudah siap..jadi apa yang saya risaukan ni??

Maybe just about the photographer.. my photographer tak dpt cover sbb ada exam mase tu..nasib saya ni ramai kawan..hehe

To you, i know you worked really hard for our future..i thank u for that.. i am doing the best i can to study smart for my own future too..

Hope semua berjalan dengan lancar dengan izin Allah swt ...

Kurang sebulan lagi ..

Assalamualaikum...

Okay, less than a month now... dulu tak delah rasa nervous macam ni... macam tak percaya pun ada... semoga semua elok2 belaka.. tak mau jadi macam dulu...hanya tinggal janji kosong ... saya harap semua lancar..

Tapi, dalam dah semakin dekat tarikhnya... saya diuji dengan pelbagai cabaran...saya diamkan je..tp bakal saya tu lah yang saya bebel...sorry ye..hehe..xpe2..ni sume dugaan... dia nk kata apa pun...katalah... saya tahu...hujung bulan 6 selesai..dan insyaAllah hujung tahun jadi lah hendaknya... semua tu masih dalam perancangan kasar..

Okay, baju semua dah siap..cuma barang2 hantaran belum packing lagi..xpe2...mggu depan last kelas..nnt saya tolong2 lah ibu saya..yay..:)

Masih ada lagi yang tertanya2 mana wajah bakal tunang tu... sabo je lah...nnt2 saya upload gambar...wat masa ni belum lagi kot..sebab tunang...kalau semua ok..saya akn upload insyaAllah...

Takat ni jelah kot.. :)..nak siapkan report yang teramat banyak :)