This is me...24 years later

This is me..

i was born on the 1st of april 1989

i was born in kuantan

we stayed in kuantan for a few years 

then we moved to kl

i started kindergarten when i was 5

i started primary school at srk hulu klang@kelang.. i forgot

few months being a dictator in class ( was elected as ASSISTANT class monitor ..just)

then we moved to penang

i continued my primary school at MGS penang

an all girls school

i was fat..really

i remembered one day,

i was so eager to go to recess

i fell...

i was bleeding...and was hungry...

but more to hungry

so i ran ...

neglecting the wound..bleeding wound on my left knee...

i realized i was hurt on my way back home on the bus.. there was small rocks and sand..

ouch~~

We moved to kl  

that was when i was just starting standard 4

there , i met a group of judgmental kids

esp-eacially the chinese boy..

i forgot his name...hmm..so

after my first test there..

i gained friends..

yep, they were particulate with results.. 

they were also my group of best friends..

secondary school..

form 1

smk seri saujana

i was elected as a prefect..

some called me Doremon..

prefects wear blue uniforms..

get it?

*sigh*

i was not the popular girl in school..

but the worst thing was...

all of my friends are popular..

i pity my self..

i was always someones friend..

not more than that..

yes, some might say, 

" why were u already thinking on being more than friends?"

my answer?

" i dont really know.. but im jealous that my friends have someone to expressed to"

typical right

i was 14.. going on 15...

arghh... 

okay.. when i was 16..

i received an offer to further in technical school 

location : MUADZAM SHAH

civil engineering studies..

it was a wonderful experience there

also was my first experience staying in a hostel

no parents

but

many rules

..still..

it was very fun!

i started joining the debate team few months after registration..

i want to change..

not trying to be popular or anything.. 

just want people to know that i exist

my time to shine!

our team won the first year i joined..

but lost the year after

still.. 

it helped me until today..

my first year in muadzam...

i met a guy...

a mysterious guy..not many friends..

he approached me..needing me to help him giving some sort of letter to one of my friends..

i helped.

then i started to know him

we were very close..

were of course...

things changed ... 

he changed...

after my spm result came out

i continued at PSIS

for my diploma

still in civil engineering

my stay at PSIS was like a starting platform

i gained so many knowledge about life...

the sad thing is

i dont really care about my studies!

i was to active with programs

until i forgot my reason doing my diploma..

hmmm

still

again..

i learn from my mistakes..

i graduated at least

i did a final project on scaffolding

 i also managed to make into the paintball team

it was thrilling

yet satisfying

if you have the urge to kill someone

do paintball war

it will help you ease up

like i did

that was my first

and my last doing games like that

at least we didnt get last..

 JPK

known as

jawatan kuasa pelajar kamsis

my family..new family

the greatest experience ever

so many programs

so many new experience

so many lessons learned

so many

just so many things happened..

two years later, 

i had to do my practical training

i chose KTM..

well...

er,,

that was the only place available

last minute 

thats what i got

coincidently

during my period of training

so

SO

many accidents happened..

not my fault!

to say the least

i had gained many experience doing this training.

i mean

6 MONTHS!

tiring..

wokeyh

thats all about job

now.. 

life

personal

love..

lets get back to that shall we?

.....

.

i started dating my best friend during my technical high school years

it lasted for 3 years

we broke up without any fights or anything

a friendly breakup

after my diploma...

thats when i started to know my fiance...

we were friends..

after 4 months of knowing each other, we finally decided to meet up

a year later, things got serious..

i was planning on continuing my degree

i chose unisel

just a day before registering..

kai ( my fiance ) helped me fo some shopping..

he took me home

that was when he met my step dad and mum..

he was planning on getting engaged with me..

i was happy.. 

he was definitely serious..

i accepted ...

a year later

on the 23rd of june 2011

i was engaged to a wonderful guy

alhamdulillah things went well

In shaa Allah... 

on the 31st of January 2014

i will officially be his wife..

time is flying away so fast..

so many unexpected event occurred during my time being his fiance up today...

Alhamdulillah, we managed to control things

it has been 2 months since the last time i actually see him

the last time i remembered, we were video calling..

i missed him

i miss him..

i will miss him

always..

I am currenly on my third year doing my

Bachelor of Civil Engineering with Honours

another year to go..

but that other year will be the year i will be holding two titles

a full time student and full time wife..

for a year 

In shaa Allah..

my hope is that

i will be able to handle everything

calm and smooth

FYI

today is my birthday...

i am 24 years old 

:)