As always....CRAMPed!...ouch....

I woke up on my comfy bed...and sat ....hmmm....i thought....i have been in many "failed" relationship....the last i almost been in passed on...Allah rest his soul...i closed my eyes....wish i was with him....i wonder how is he now...(currently)....yes...how about that friend of mine u might ask?...well..is not that i don't love him anymore...because i do...it is just that...i need more time to be thinking about me n him relationship...and..i dun wanna hurt him...he's too nice...me? like a heartless *****...huhu....well....

Sometimes...i do wonder...why do i keep having the same fate in EVERY relationship i've been one??? Come to think about it...practically...i played a certain part in actually "ruinING" my relationship(all)...but, it is for a good cause...I tried to keep quite...but it was hard for me...so i tried to be honest...ouch..that hurts!....so...lay low putri....i said...and i will....to that MR.MY FUTURE HUBBY....I will be waiting for you...maybe we never met...or maybe we had...or even we already knew one another....fate is in god's hands....and...i leave it to destiny to decide...

How love play a crucial part in one's life...it is urs to decide how good or bad is it....

TOODLES!

Al-Fatihah

Fitri...semoga awak ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman...

Happy Birthday Mummy Dearest!!

15.SEPTEMBER...Bday ibu...sayang ibu...happy2 and smoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki...syg ibu..kami sayang ibuu!!!.....mwahh....

MOHD FITRI BIN ........

Setelah mengenalimu..ku rasa kelainan dalam diri...kerana engkaulah menjadi pilihan ramai....aku hARap sangat kau cepat sembuh..tapi, mengenangkan kemalangan itu berlaku ketika kau bersama gadis itu...hati menjadi marah yang teramat......Aku hanya insan biasa..aku hanya mampu berdoa....

Allah SWT Maha Adil, pengasih lagi penyayang...pengampun....Aku harap...kau diampunkan Fitri....

Huahuahuahua....hari sengal!Thanks kengkawan!

Aku berlari ke jabatan pengajian am...(sebenanya berjalan dalam keadaan yang laju)...takut terlambat...pening kata xdpt dtg sebab xde transport...xpelah...dugaan kan..demi menaikkan nama kelas...aku pegi sorang2...nampak lect b.i kesayangan aku...ngee....aku da la comot gila...bru balik kelas la katakan...full class...huhu...tapi start kul 10..ngee....xpe2...k..aku teruskan...sir tnya aku mana pening..aku bg tau la yg dia xdpt dtg..tetiba dia tnya aku.

"da ready ke?"(in english)"

Aku cam blur sengal ubi...ready pe plak..katanya practice..

"nevermind...come in..

aku pon ikot je...huhu...then nampak kat opis JPA bahagian bahasa inggeris ramai pulak yg speaking...mcm tgh practice...tp practice yg lain macam...practice yg mempunyai wajah untuk bertanding!

Aik? Aku cam pelik ...pehal lak ni.,.bingai tol...rupanya time aku dtg tu la pemilihan utk wakil poli...utk elocution...aku sumpah ingat lambat lagi...memang x terpikir bertanding hari ni...

sesengal aku pon masuk xbersalah

"u r contestant num. 6 ya putri"

Wajah blur ku...agak lama bru respon...sengal...

"skrg yg keberapa miss????"

"EMmm...Contestant num 4...

Adoyh..meman xleh blah..aku xprepare langsung deyh...hampa nya dak kelas nnt..aku nak gak menapak sampai ke sabah...tp..time tu memang aku yakin aku kalah...keliling aku sume cakap omputih je...adeyhhh..

Aku dgn xpegang pape sebab kertas yg diberi kosong...men bedal je kat depan tu...pom pang pom pang...abeh 3 minit...da bunyi loceng pon aku bedal je...hehehe....sampai habis ayat aku...aku blah...n duduk....fuh...confirm last...

Da habis sume contestant...sume diminta kuar...aku memang confident aku kalah doh...redha..aku wat muka kat sir...dia sengeh2...maw xnya...katanya practice...sedihhh!!

Kita org dipanggil masok...aku yg paling lemah...hampa dgn apa yg berlaku!....huhu...announce je winner...

First prize boy n gurl....

Nama aku lak naik!...time tu syok ngumpat dgn lect b.i sem 2...hehe....alhamdulillah.....aku berjaya di peringkat pertama....dan aku akan ke SABAH!...2nd 3rd 4th 5th consolation prize winners are all great too....congrats to u guys ......for my achievement...thanks to my mummy....also thanks kepada dak kelas yg xberhenti2 support aku dari belakang...sayang korang sesangat!!!!

Insyaallah...Aku akan wat yg terbaik....

Toodles!!

SoMeThInG ThAt pOpPeD OuT Of mInD 10 SeCOnDs AgO

Okay...it has already been two months for the new semester and it is indeed a tough semester for me...so many things had been going on and off lately...like what? im sure u know...its not like im not taking part in this battle of the "..(if i may say..hehe)...its just that theres too many other things to be thinking about..sure..being banged like that publicly did make me feel soo....(no need to mention)..but..come to think of it..there are some things that we need to think...other points of view..we cannot judge ourselves...but the people around us will...agree? im sure u will...because this i what were supposed to be..

Im Not trying to be judgemental...its just that..i wish everything will be baCK TO NORMAL...hope so...and will always do...to the 'anonymous' guy/gurl who " my friend's blog..i applaud for ur braveness to say like that publicly...thats all......and..if u have ideas to be a better(perfect) person...do come forward and share ur knowledge...sharing is caring....ALSO..being perfect has never been easy...we have our weakness...anyways...i wish everything will be okay...fyi, my friend appreciate ur":)

To my friend...we have been in this together like forever...be strong...don't act too hasty...focus on ur study and i wish u all the best...love conquers all is not true!hehe...love ya buddy..

For the coperation with Persatuan Ukhuwah...JPK members would be glad to help.....GIVE N TAKE IS A JOURNEY TO HAPPINESS.u guys do helped us in so many ways...n we appreciate the sincerity u gave us....May Allah bless each of our activities and may this relationship with ur party grow strong everyday..InsyaAllah...

JPK has been in my 'blood' for the past 4 semester..this semester is the 5th semester i let myself into this crazy work....i dun care what people say..because i love JPK...and i wish the best for all the members...for all my family...

TOODLES!

LUAHAN AKU KEPADA DIA...

si realmente quieres a alguien, lo único que quieres para él, es su felicidad, incluso sí no se la puedes dar,,,

YO ESTOY AQUI PARA SIEMPRE POR TU CORAZON....YO REALIDAD QUE ES MUY IMPORTANTE...Y..TU ES EN MI CORAZON...MI VIDA...

Siempre necesite tiempo para mí.Pero nunca pensé que te necesitaría cuando lloroTe hecho de menos...Estábamos hechos el uno para el otroYo estoy aquí para siempreTodo lo que alguna vez quise era para ti.Me cuesta respirar...

biar..mungkin ada yang xfaham..biar xfaham..aku luahkan je apa aku rasa sebab aku rindu dia!

Keadaan yang tidak stabil..salah aku?

Sedang aku menghayati keindahan malam...aku ternampak seekor kunang2...4 sem aku kat cni(satu sem l.i) first time aku nampak kunang2..memang aku nampak...tapi, kenapa tetiba ada...then...BANG!...iDEA dalam otak aku masuk masuk dan terus masuk...yes...ini yang nak aku lakukan sem ini...hehehe...aku akan ubah ckit la diri aku sem ni..sebenarnya dari awal aku da terpikir nak wat..cuma...mula2 agak tekanan sedikit ye..hehehe...sekarang...i found my own way to be 'the new me'...what is it? what is it? u might ask...my answer...just wait dear...without your notice( might) u will see changes...hahahaha...think outside the box...yesss

Toodles!

Mana sahabat aku...

Aku ke kelas...aku berjalan...sorang2...aku teringat suatu ketika dahulu...semua nya best je..amat seronok...tapi sekarang...aku rasa macam lain...lain sangat..ye...aku sering dengar..

"Jangan terlalu ikut emosi..."

Memang aku cuba...tapi..mungkin anda, anda dan anda xrasa macam yang aku rasa...sedih sgt...memang aku tahu dan ambil semua yang berlaku dari segi yang positif..tapi, aku adalah aku..dan xmampu jadi yang lain...

Aku masuk dalam kelas...aku senyum...kerana kita mesti gembira bila timba ilmu..kita kena minat..dan aku sedaya upaya utk belajar..aku betul2 inginkan perubahan dalam hidup aku..cuma kadang2 aku rasa aku da xde sokongan yang aku ada dulu...lama sangat xbertegur..aku sedih sgt sebab sampai sekarang aku masih belum bertegur...aku seperti hilang kata2 semangat utk aku...

Kawan2 aku semua bergelak tawa bersama..tapi, kenapa aku xboleh bersama mereka di saat itu? Kenapa aku bukan lagi bersama mereka? Aku tanya...bukannya aku xde jawapan..cuma aku tersentap dengan apa yang telah berlaku...aku akui kesalahan aku...dan aku minta maaf sgt...

Disini, aku amat berharap keadaan mampu kembali sepertia sedia kala...aku rindu untuk tidak jauh dari kau...

Malam ni, aku nampak...still macam dulu...biarlah...tadi ada perjumpaan kat P.I...perihal program bubur lambuk serta forum dan juga ceramah(keesokannya)...Aku harap semua berjalan dengan lancar dengan izin Allah swt...

Insyaallah..bila kita buat sesuatu dengan keikhlasan hati...pasti segalanya akan lancar...

Terima kasih sebab sudi meluangkan masa membaca blog saya...

Toodles!

Hot chocolate and mint.....Soothing..

As i followed syeira for "sahur"...i realised that it has already been more than a week since we started to fast....sungguh cepat masa berjalan...memang cepat...sedar xsedar....da seminggu peristiwa tu berlaku n until now we haven't spoken to each other..yup...rindu gak la....k....xpe...abaikan...ehehhehhehe....

K....back to the 'bersahur' part...ku berjalan menuju ke cafe...tapi, mmg aku xselera nak makan apa2..kecuali minum air milo ais...yum....aku nak kejut jiha...tapi, xbg tahu dia awal2...keciAN pulak men redah je kang....xpe naji...esok kita gi sesama...lagipun...sahur ni...syeira yang kejot aku...sem ni rajin kawan kita tu turun sahur...hehehhe....

kat cafe td...satu kedai je bukak...memang penuh...lagi la xde mood nak makan...aku teman je Basir.....then aku pun nak gi bli air....time aku byr...syeira dgn muka sedih(ala2) dtg menuju ke aku dgn sebungkus nasi....

" Ramai sgt laki....aku sempat amek ni je...(nasi putih sahaja!)...."

Aku gelak la tgk syeira..kalo aku jd dia pun aku blah...pnoh jejaka2 kat Enak rezlin(satu2 nya yg bukak)...hehehe..then again...dia tetap g beratur balik...n sempat amek ikan 'jaket' sambal.....hehehe...alhamdulillah...

Thats all that i felt to blog for now...

Toodles!

THEORY STRUCTURE....Any idea??

Books!...loads of books...modules...reviews...notes....argghh!!...definitely a new semester has begun...assignments here and there....skrg ni aku stuck kat structure...dear...satu soklan da 3 jam nak jawab....lect xajo ag...da dpt assignment...huhu...

As i look down some old notes...nope...none of it helped me to answer the last question...adoyhhh....mcm mana ni....final 50-50...mmg sengal...entahlah....bila nak ciap..aku xtaw....susah gak la sem ni...adik2 awam...be ready for ur 5 th semester....mwahahahha....

Ni baru theory structure...geotechnic , Building Management, Mathematics 3...gilak la....this is the best semester yet!(currently...)...huhuhu..(sarcasms....)

serabut otak aku nak wat ni....kalo final 5 jam mcm mana??.....hmmmm...

Toodles!

Tale as old as time...

Sape entah candid


I was just lying on my bed with the music playing in my ears...suddenly...track number 4...a song titled dreaming of u...by the late Selena....romantic...sad song...it reminded me of so many things that happened in my life..

Aku suka sgt lagu tu..cam best sesangat...if u guys wish to listen to it too....sambil aku update blog aku..aku chat dgn abg hermas...hehehe..aku minta abg hermas send pic time dia konvo dlu...miss sume abg2 n kakak2 aku...walaupun da lama..aku ttp share dg korang...mereka la senior jpk aku..hehehe...

Aku n abg hermas...setelah lama mengenali dia..bru ak dapat bergambo dgn dia berdua je...hehehehe..org glamour la katakan....

Senior-senior ku sayang....sentiasa diingati..dorang byk aja aku...

...JPK....

Toodles!

Bersahur.....

Aku sedang berjalan di satu tempat yang agak cantik...aku pandang keliling...memang indah...tetiba ada satu suara yang sayup2 kat belakang aku....

"Putri....Putri....."

Aku buka mata...kat bilik...mana kawasan yang cantik tu??!!...Syira kat sebelah aku...bilik gelap ag..dia cucuk2 aku dgn jari dia...sengal...aku wat bodo je....still berselimut...dia ajak g sahur...ngee...Aku masih kaku kat katil...mata aku mmg xleh bukak tyme tu....Kecian pulak kat syeira akuh tu...aku pown bgn..(mata pejam ag)...Time nak g cafe...aku perasan yang kita org pertama yang bukak gate kamsis perempuan...terimbau kata2 najiha...

"Aku xpenah jd org first yg bukak gate ni", kata naji sambil kunci gate asrama pas meeting yg abes kul 12 lebih tu...

"Sama ngan aku naji.."...Jawab aku..hehehehe...najii....aku da ada experiance bukak gate first..ngee......

Aku ngan syeira g bli nasi goreng...aku mam lauk ayam goreng je..syeira ikan...pastu dua2 sakit peut.....huhuhuhu(eyot....Naji cukup benci eja mcm ni)...hehehhehe....k la....aku nak sambung tdo...tapi nak tunggu sejam dlu...nnt perot buncit...lama kelamaan jadi macam dlu aku kang...tobat!...

Toodles!

Selamat Berbuka sume!!!

Azan telah berkumandang....hah! Makan kurma dlu laaa!!...Aku suh syira..hehehe....lama aku xupdate blog kan...nways..korang sume sehat?? maleh la nk wat in english da...dorang yg bce pon da xde blog..ngee...hari ni patotnya aku blek...tapi..ahad ni aku ada ceramah keta lak...huhu...xpe mummy...nnt ina blek ye..mish my familyyy....huhuhu...rakan2 kelas aku sume balik...ain blek esok..hehehe....aku nak study cepat2 dgn ain sblom dia terlepas..huahua...

Minggu ni agak tertekan bagi aku..yup...aku nangis..aku glak...aku masak????...eh...mlampau!...aku bli je makanan...sunyi sepi je suasana kamsis...dlu...entahlah...abaikan..yang penting...aku leh troskan hdup mcm biasa...kepada dia...aku rindu dia...aku bg dia masa...xpe...nways...selamat belajar kepada sume..n slamat berpuasa kepada seluruh DUNIA!..hahahha...bingai...sambil aku type ni...syira dok bce blog ak..sebok ah..ngeee

Toodles!

Aku da malas...

Assalamualaikum
Yes...its official...im lazy ...so damn lazy to be thinking about men...they=problems...gurls do agree...especially Naji...hehehe...Aku sbenarnya bukanlah betukar menjadi lesbian...seperti Ellen Degeneres...owhh tidakk(btol ke eja nama hang Ellen)..hehehehe...halal la...huhu...aku lebih suka macam ni...xterikat dgn sesape...mmg..hati aku memang sayang dia..tapi, smopai bila aku nak biarkan hati aku xterjaga kan????

hahahha...wahai kawan2...walaupun ku xsecantik Keira Knightly...ataupon x se hot Denise Richards...aku ttp aku...aku sayang aku....hahahha...cintailah diri sendiri sebelum org lain...kan B??? hehehe..

Esok blek poli...adeyhhh..maksudku...sat je ag...ada check H1N1...DASAT SUNGGUH KAN??

Aku usha buletin kat myspace...ZaHiDa COMEL...semangat copy paste warning dri laman web psis..ngee....huhu..memang benar..ramai da x bersama kita gara2 penyakit kotor ni...huhuhu...bingai...k lah...aku nak kemas2...nnt xcukup ag bju n kena bli kat sg bsau ag...

Toodles!

Semua dijemput hadir ke perkahwinan..

Xrela...marah...

Poly Time!

Well...its back to be a regular student now...regular????...a new semester started..and..i actually feel that i wanted to start a new life...but...got stuck again joining organisato9ns and stuff...Yup! JPK...many people disagree that JPK is important and should be the priority...and that many people are telling the truth..but..i like to spice up my life a little..thats y i joined this...sacrifice? yes i guess...its actually for my junior...they need to know lot of things...lots to be taught and learned...

JPK...its just a name for most people...but a loving memory for me...

Yesterday was JPK's first new semester program...gotong royong...overall i think...its great and it went moothly....eventhough there are problems here and there..we still manage to hide it..and alhamdulillah....

I guess this is all for now...it's one in the morning...my roomate is sleeping on the floor coz its hot ...yup..tonite is kind of warm...huhu...

i'll be joing her..n u guys...thanks for reading and take care...

TOODLES!

Fun+Released+Wackos+Humans

Fun+Released+Wackos+Humans
+Enjoy+Happy=Us!

Last night....no water...what a misery...Thoughts burning in my mind....dont go...dont go...my boyfriend expect us to meet up...it has been a while since we hang out...miss him...+TIRED!

For my love...anything will do lah..(poyo je)...So..he came to my house the day after...I wore a simple outfit...(last minute fashion sence+ME=Horrid!!)....Anyways....we went to Midvalley..where our friend from school waited almost more than an hour for us....(Jangan Marah Hycarl!)..Hehehhe...It has been a while since the last time we chilled...

We laugh...We crack jokes...and

'New Message'
'Naji Cute'

"Put, aku jadi kuar..da dalam train pown"

Yay!..Ley hang...aku ajak Ninah, but she can't make it...No worries B...We can hang out some other time...Putrajaya Baby!!

We went bowling...tottaly fun! Hilarious seeing Hycarl and Apis crack a joke or two...Naji joined the fun after the second throw...
Well....here are the results...!

Okay....Not the last result...but...i bet you guys can predict who won..huhuhu....A very good and positive way to let everything out...anger, hatred....out you go!! Me and naji had a blast with those two wackos whom i care a lot!..hehe....

Had fun!!...Naji sengal..hahhaha

Fun...tottaly...but, Naji had to go back early...she had to go to her office...Meanwhile the three of us watched a movie

"Angels And Demons"

A Ron Howard Movie...His creations is fantastico...best gilerrr...hehehhe

Later...we took our dinner...At burger king....we laughed our guts out...well...i know i did..hehehe..hycarl and apis are two funny guys

Funny+Funny=Funny2=Hilarious!!



Funny guys,Hafiz and Hycarl.....luv ya guys lots!

Love apis more...hahahhaha....

After a long day+night...We had to stop....It was fun....Haikal yang sengal...my happy go lucky boyfriend...h3ehehhe....a happy day for me....released!

Thanks guys!


Toodles!!



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Toodles!!

Inspired by a dream

Inspired by a dream

You come here to do certain

specific

things.

You may have one task

or many.

Your tasks may be obvious to you.

or you may need time,

effort,

maybe struggle

even to clarify

your tasks.

You may never quite even clarify your task

until the moment

your time in this body

ends.

You may work on your task for years

before you realize,

“This is my task.”

The tasks you came to perform

may take the whole of your life

or be done in an instant.

You may be aware

you are performing your life task

while you do it.

You may perform your task quickly,

hardly noticing

anything special,

unaware

you are doing the task

you came to do

while you do it.

Your task may be so easy,

obvious and

natural,

you never even wonder,

"What is my task?"

Your unique blend

of talents and interests

may lead you

to your task

and you just do it.

Or, your task may be a constant,

unpleasant

struggle

you fight

every step of the way.

Your task may be noble and wonderful

and gain you recognition,

rewards and honors.

Or, it may be simple, totally unnoticeable by anyone else.