The beauty in me?

Salam... What's the beauty that I meant? I actually have no idea.. All I see is one hungry girl waiting for her order...eat your heart out for cholesterol ! I know I will eventually die at a very young age if this continues...so, I would like to say my goodbye to...

What...wait! I'm not dying *yet*.. Hehe...actually this is my first time posting using email...kinda F.U.N baby!
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love is about everything

Salam and good morning peeps!

Its like 7:33 am and im still wide awake.. today i'll be going out...Where you might ask? Anywhere.. Anywhere that i can find peace at heart..

No, im not having problems..no.. i just want to express my love and gratefulness that im still alive to be looking at what Allah has created for us.. Such a wonderful and beautiful world indeed... If i am a billionaire, i would love to visit the 1000 beautiful places in the world before i die.. Yes..i would love to cherish my moment with mother nature..with Allah gift for us...

Sometimes we dont appreciate what we have now... we often complained about so many things...some are just not worth complained...other people have bigger problems..they dont complain..but they are grateful that Allah still give them Iman..faith in their heart to be patient in any obstacles to come...

I was just browsing the internet and i accidently bumped into a very interesting blog.. its about my religion...our religion(islam).. the beauty of Islam can be felt when we cherish the wonderous and magic of islam..first of all..our knowledge towards Islam..

How well do we know our religion? Are we true Muslim or just by name..think about it...

We are definitely not getting any younger.. never think that you should repent when u r old..or after marriage.. why not start now.. just as a first step towards a more secure place at the Hereafter...

Allah swt gave us a beautiful feeling...which is love... He gave it to us... But why are there so many people prefer to give what they have to others rather than thicken the love they receive back to The Almighty Allah..

I once read.. That you will know the meaning of love if u love ALLAH first.. He who decides our future..

I guess this is just for now.. What a lovely day to start...have a great day too guys.

Toodles!

Loving Allah...

Salam...

I have been thinking about so many things.. somehow...my mind kept reminding me about this..about loving Allah...

The definition of belief in the Qur'an is complete devotion to Allah and Allah alone. The Hereafter is absolutely inescapable. The believer is devoted to Allah because he knows he will certainly give an account of everything he did in the world. Everything a person owns in the world such as health, intelligence, beauty, wealth, career, good standards of living, spouse, children, and other blessings such as food and clothing are all from Allah and is defined by Allah down to the finest detail. There is no provider other than Allah. The true believer knows this undeniable fact and so loves and glorifies Allah ceaselessly. Surely the one who has given everything is deserving of the greatest love and respect. He never dares to attribute the source of these blessings to any worldly being, to himself, or anyone else, nor does he love any being as he loves Allah.“Allah is most compassionate and most merciful to mankind” (Qur’an 22:65)When people forget Allah and pay no heed to the true religion, they begin to love and chase after objects in life thinking they exist independent of Allah, deceived into thinking that these objects have an existence outside of Allah, who is the One who actually originates them. In Quranic terms, being devoted to objects independent of Allah is associating partners with Allah.

"...Then, when We grant him a blessing from Us he says, 'I have only been given this because of my knowledge.' In fact it is a trial but most of them do not know it." (Qur'an 39:49)

For a believer, the good things in life given to him by Allah, is merely ways to get nearer to Allah. He does this by praising Allah for each and every blessing no matter how disguised it may be. For example, the believer is grateful to Allah for his healthy heart and eyes, this leads him to work more righteously in life as Allah requires him to do so. If he 'loves' anything or any being in life, he does so only so he can increase in his love for Allah and to render thanks to Him. Indeed, that is the purpose of all the blessings Allah has provided people. For example, the believer may love his spouse, this makes him thank and love Allah even more and in no way does he consider this love to have originated from any other than Allah. It is all from Allah. In this way, everything on earth is given to us so we can be more devoted to Allah, and follow His commands as described in the Qur'an. If the believer looses anyone or anything of attachment in the world, he really has not lost anything so long as he has love for Allah and continues to be devoted to Him. When love for objects or human figures, living or of the past, take an independent standing outside the realm of Allah, a person's purpose of living is faulty and he is only following his own vain desires and not Allah. For instance, a person acquires material wealth without duly thanking Allah or a person who ‘idolises’ an individual due to love for that person outside and beyond the love of Allah, for instance, celebrities, football players, family, scientists, and religious figures.

“Have you considered the one who has taken his own desire as his god? Allah has, knowing him as such, allowed to be strayed? Sealing his ears and heart and covering his eyes – who can guide such a person after Allah has done this? Will you not take heed?” (Qur’an 45:23)

The believer’s only motive on earth is to earn the good pleasure of Allah and only Allah’s approval, no one else’s.Having now seen the kind of superior understanding of faith and way of life of a true believer, it becomes easier to see that disbelievers are always committing great wrong when they consume Allah's blessings without making it a way to increase in love of Allah and draw nearer to Allah. Indeed, they are arrogant about accepting Allah as the originator of the blessings and deny Him altogether. They begin to venerate human beings and themselves for every blessing they are given and chase after objects thinking they are outside of Allah's originating power. Allah explains this in the Qur'an:

"Yet, there are those who chose to worship others beside Allah as rivals to Him, loving them as they should love Allah, but the believers have greater love for Allah" (Qur'an 2:165)

Knowing that Allah is the source of every single blessing on earth, the true believer derives the greatest pleasure from the worldly blessings Allah has provided for him, while also earning Allah's Paradise in the Hereafter.The hidden idolatry committed by most people is because their hearts do not reflect on the Qur'an which calls them to true faith by providing necessary lessons and admonitions. They therefore have given themselves no possibility of bringing themselves to true faith. Only the Qur'an explains to people the true sense of faith.

Unfortunately, this form of hidden idolatry we are discussing is not just restricted to disbelievers. Even many so-called Muslims, who think they are practicing religion, also fall into this hidden idolatry. For example, some Muslims profess their love for Prophet Muhammad readily and are full of praises and glory for the Prophet. Amazingly, the same does not hold true for Allah. Upon a closer analysis, we find that their case is no different from all the other ignorant people who fail to accept true faith in Allah and fail to love and glorify Allah independent of anything else.

"When you mention your Lord alone using the Qur'an, they turn their backs and run away." (Qur'an 17:46)

Islam is purely and simply a complete surrendering of ones soul to the Almighty Creator and His purpose in Creation. This is actually a comprehension more than anything else. Only the Qur'an provides accurate information on how to attain true faith and comprehension, which is free of corruption, the kind required by Allah in order to be successful in the Hereafter. All Muslims must make sincere attempts to understand what true faith is by taking serious responsibility to study faith directly from the Qur'an, before it is too late. Until a person does this, there can be no chance of true faith.

TO MISS/MR ANON

Salam...

Dear Miss Anon... Why ? Seriously why are you being so mysterious.. I am not sure who u are...but i think i know you who..just am not very sure.. Some of your comments have to be deleted due to your 'beautiful' and 'well-mannered' words ('_'*)...

Still tq for your comments although i know that you are a coward for not wanting people to know who you really are...

Toodles...

Again, another post

Salam...

Here, there, EVERYWHERE! Im so fedup of it! My skin is currently being ruined by an unknown insect maybe located inside my own home or maybe the neighbourhood! After few mysterious bites, i realised that the scar is still there..Its like polka dots on my skin! You may find it kinda 'vintagy' but its painful and ..sort of..."what"?...

I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE... rAsHeS! *THOUGH STILL HOPING ITS NOT RASHES*

TOODLES!

p/s : i would love to share some pictures of similar examples to my case, but the results shown by Google changed my mind ('_'^)

random

i cant fit the ring... i need to workout!

I HATE YOU

Salam..


I hate you because :

- you think you're the only one with problems in this world
- you are a terrible secret keeper
- you only need me when you feel u needed me
- you called when you have problems though it has been some time since we kept in touch
- you feel that you are always the victim about everything
- you are a liar...

Actually.. I dont like to point finger to anyone... But if anyone who reads this felt it's him/her... Better wake up and smell the coffee.. Seriously, everyone hates you actually.. I admit people hate me too.. I bet you hate me too.. This is how i express on how i really feel about you.. I can't take it anymore!

We had our rough times together, fun , sad and laughter.. But, As time passes by, I learned from my past.. My history.. Come to think of it.. You were never 'there' when i need you.. You were only there when you need something or need someone to talk too... Its all about you! Im so sick of it... IM SORRY, BUT THATS THE TRUTH!

No, i don't feel good typing this post... But i feel that i need too.. Because i want to... I pity you actually.. Yes i do.. You gave people advice, but you yourself is not adviced by your advices, get the advice? Hahaha...

Boo Hoo... I am so sad... Well im not... Take this as a piece of my mind to you, so that you will actually open your eyes on what people actually thinks about you.. Get a life.. again... GET A LIFE!

-Adapted from my heart-

Hahahaha... Actually, this is nothing... Okay, snap to reality! This is a session i had with my friend.. She wants me to type it out... Why? This is called expression.. Actually she always wanted a blog but to lazy to update and even create one.. She hates to think..Hehehehe...

This is one of the way for you to express yourself... Apart from scribbling, doodling or throwing things? Okay2...Maybe not throwing things as if that happens, you have to sign up for an anger management course..hehe

What matters to me , what is real to me, is inspiring and helping people. Directly or indirectly, whenever I’m able to help someone solve a really tough problem or to motivate someone to finally push past a big obstacle, that is something I find tremendously fulfilling. And the fulfillment I get from doing this is so great that it trumps all the external stuff. It doesn’t matter how much money I make. It doesn’t matter if people reject my ideas or poke fun at what I enjoy doing. This blog entry may be read by over 1000 people, but it may be such that the ideas within are only able to help one person in a very small way. The other 999 may conclude I’m nuts and unsubscribe. And that’s fine. It’s that one person I’m writing for. It's you buddy :)

Live for what is real to you. Live for what truly matters to you.

Toodles!

Epy New Year Now Clap!

Salam..

2011...NOT YET 2...0....1....2....ala2 jay sean...*hate that song*

Anyways...yay....hehe....its a new year again...clappady clap...lala...


My new year's resolutions are...Actually..ermm...i dont care about it anymore...year after year...less than 50% are achieved...the rest are just kept in my list of 'hopes and dreams that im too lazy to achieve'...hahaha...


I spent my new year's eve first at Bangsar Village.. Then we went to meet Eric..The guy who sells blackberry housings and repair em too...



Later we went to pavilion to meet my oldest c's with her friend

...and it was packed! i mean sardine packed! like this:


So, what are your new year's resolutions? feel free to leave some by commenting this post...i bet you guys are so not like me...lazu and fat! ...but i dont care... i have somebody to love and to be loved...my hubby..hahaha....

"e.u!! geli dowh.."

"seriously??!"

"#$%^&"

hahaha...wth..im just being honest...

Okay2...flashback people!

2010

Quite a year...it started of as a good year..still who could run away from problems and challenges??

Typical and cliche problems..or undeniebly hard and almost suicidal problems...it all happened..not only to me...maybe you guys went through it..

still...you guys still manage to fix it..and here you are...reading my messy blog..hahaha...praise yourself and be thankfull...Alhamdulillah....

So..like u n me..we are just humans..with feelings and lust...if u can manage ur mind...u can manage ur life...

All the best ollssss

Love yaa...

Toodles!

Assam Pedas and marinated beef

Salam uols
Today i'll be sharing with you guys on how to cook assam pedas and sweet marinated beef that is cooked to perfection.. Before i go any further, i know some might ask and say :

" deyh, this blog about what? first relationships and such..then suddenly recipe pulak?"

" Im confused! "

Okay2..my blog is about my life ..this is my blog, so i can do whatever i want.. its either u r interested or not..dead simple people! huih..

Anyways...i do appreciate uolss nya interest in following my blog>> TQ BAYBAYY

Back to the recipes...

Assam pedas

A fish Tenggiri or Stingray – ‘Pari’
5 okras
10 dried chilies
2 cloves of garlic
5 cloves of shallot
1 cm of ginger
1 cm of turmeric
1 lemon grass
1 teaspoon of fish curry powder
1 tablespoon of tamarind (put into a cup of warm water an squeeze the juice)
Sugar to taste
Salt to taste

HOW TO:

Blend chilies together with garlic, shallot, ginger and turmeric. Heat oil and fry the blended paste with lemon grass until fragrant. Add fish curry powder and stir well. Then add tamarind juice and two cups of water. Wait to boil. Finally add okras, fish and salt and sugar to taste. Wait for 2-3 minutes for fish to cook.

Easy right? Believe me..the results is to die for!


Marinated beef



1kg of prime beef or beef on bone (cut into small cubes)
1/2 cups of dark soy sauce
2 Onions
-one finely blend and one sliced into four
2-3 tablespoons of sugar
5 tablespoons of chili sauce
3 tablespoons of tomato sauce
1 cup of water
Salt to taste
Cooking oil

How to:

Blend the asterisk ingredients. Marinade beef with dark soy sauce, sugar and blended asterisk ingredients. Rest aside for about an hour (overnight is recommended). Heat up some oil in a wok. Stir fry the marinated beef until just cooked. In a bowl mix together the chilli sauce, tomato sauce with a cup of water. Then add the mixture into the wok. Continue to stir until the sauce thickens. Finally add sliced onion and salt to taste.

sorry i had to grab some pictures from Google *thankies* because i did not have the chance to snap these two dishes as it finished as fast as lightning! Alhamdulillahh...

I guess this is all for now.. Enjoy the recipe...u'll love it...promise:)

Toodles!

Seriously? Yes.. Seriously it happens..

Many people are of the mindset that physical attraction has no explanation. If you are attracted to someone, you just are attracted. There’s no rhyme or reason to it and there’s nothing you can point your finger at that would explain ‘why’. However, science tells us that there are specific reasons why we are attracted to some people and not attracted to others - and our genetic composition or makeup has a lot to do with who gets our heart’s beating fast.

Many of us like to think that we aren’t prejudice, or that we don’t prejudge, who we choose to hang out with, hire for employment or become friends with at work based on appearances. Yet, research has shown that people who have physical appearances that are the most appealing to the general population are more likely to be selected for jobs, get the best tables at restaurants, receive preferential treatment and they are more likely to be approached for friendships.

Whether we know it or not our brains are judging people up based on how healthy they appear and this information is judged subconsciously by a person’s face symmetry. If our brains are being that judgmental for non-romantic connections… it goes into overdrive when it comes to romantic connections.

In regards to romantic relationships, a person’s personality and intelligence can attract us, but it’s their biology or genetic makeup that gets our attention first - and it can close the deal. When we are interacting with a potential romantic partner our brains are sizing them up and judging whether they are showing of producing suitable offspring . All we know is we are attracted… our hearts may beat faster, our breathing may speed up and we may feel butterflies tickling our insides. All of these feelings are nature’s way of alerting us that the person we are interacting with is a good reproduction match for us.

Women should know that hormone levels can complicate these impulses. Hormones can greatly impact how we judge people. Many women have said they felt attracted to someone, only to lose interest the next time they were together. If this has happened to you, chalk it up to hormones.

What is considered beautiful or attractive by the world’s view changes with the times. What was considered ideal clothing, body shapes and hair styles a hundred or so years ago isn’t the same today. These ‘culture ideas’ of beauty change fast - sometimes decade by decade. However, our brains are wired so that no matter the era, it is seeking out a particular standard of beauty/health in a partner that is ideal for us as individuals. The standard are brains operate within is often a general result of the society or region we live in and it has little to do with trends.

The brain knows when it’s within range of a good match. Have you ever met someone and felt like you couldn’t think straight when he was around? Did you feel that you were behaving oddly? Did you feel that all reason flew out of your mind and that you were simply drawn to this person like a magnet? Attraction breaks through common sense and even intelligence. You may know you’re acting like a fool, but you can’t help yourself. All you know is you want to get closer. It’s only after we get to know the other person that these overpowering feelings dissipate a bit so we are able to get to know the person’s true self, focus on who he is as an individual and possibly develop something concrete with him.

The debate will continue as to whether attraction is purely a result of a biological process. Yet, whether the reason is biological, emotional or cultural, we generally will never be able to predict who will send our radar’s off. We just know when we do feel it. The next time someone you meet someone and you are drawn in like a moth to a flame and you wonder ‘why’ - perhaps he doesn’t meet the idea of what you think you should be attracted to - take a moment to realize that there’s more than just your own personal ideas involved in attraction. Nature works in mysterious ways and often times it doesn’t care whether you agree if the attraction should be there or not. It is just there.

Masterchef

Masterchef.. My new favorite reality show.. I love cooking.. My inspiration is the show itself.. I followed the show from the 1st episode till they crowned the first ever Masterchef.. Whitney :

My all time fav contestant would be DAVID MILLER! Though he came in 2nd place.. i still love him.. His confident and passion in cooking caught my eyes and heart to love cooking more and more..David Miller :

My other favourite would be the ever good looking Sharone..hehe :

If there's gonna Masterchef Malaysia.. i'd love to participate... :) The best show everrrrr!!

2010

The year i finished my 3 years of studying Civil Engineering ( Diploma )

The year i declined the offer i got to further at UDM

The year i made the stupidest mistake of my life

The year i cried a lot

The year i stopped making a fool of my self

The year i knew that there are better things in life to be thinking about

The year i differentiate true friends and false friends

The year i realized that i was given a chance to start all over

The year i opened a new book

2011

The beginning of a new chapter

( coming soon )

The all new Safi Balqis Perfect 10

Before i start to typebabble , i would like to apologize ..some of the pictures taken are with the courtesy of Google Image search, also Manggaonline :) Thanks :)

Her beauty has bloomed with the fragrant scent of Princess Balqis. True beauty and holy dream of every Muslim woman in accordance with the teachings of Islam. Inspired by Princess Balqis from the reign of Nabi Sulaiman, Safi Balqis, one of the halal beauty products in the world is now emerging with new products of SAFI BALQIS - Perfect 10. (adapted from the short gimmick at the event )



Howdy readers.. Today..I will show you.. the difference i felt after using The all new Safi Balqis Perfect 10..



This was taken 2 years ago... Now take a look at this picture..



That was taken 2weeks ago...

See the difference? Yeah.. I am definitely chubbier than before.. And darker...hmm... Well.. Most probably because i have been spending too much time pampering my face with various products -_-*sigh* .. Seriously.. BAD IDEA ! Currently, i've been using the new Safi Balqis Perfect 10.. yup, definitely a must for me.. and i promised myself to stick to one product.. my safii...hihihi... Look at me now :)



The picture above was after a week( one week and 4 days ) after the event was held ...Alhamdulillah...Since i started to use Safi .. I feel more confident and more alive...Though..i did not looked like the first picture shown.. its getting better..whats best is..the results was fast.. The first picture, yep..i agreed..i looked fairer..but my skin was very dry.. dead dry..SUPER DRY..you get the point -_-...The 2nd pic..i looked darker..see those eyebags and uneven skin tone? OMG right!

I asked my prince, he definitely agreed that im chubbier.. but he couldnt stop saying , complimenting on how beautiful i look lately.. though i dont feel that way.. i appreciate his compliments.. Thanks hubby :)

Okay..Okay..MAIN TOPIC ... Now... It's my pleasure to share with you guys on this new product I've been bragging about...hehehe...

In understanding the needs of women today, Safi formulation appears to Perfect 10 to 10 benefit to the skin smoother and brighter complexion within two weeks. There is no longer dull and uneven skin. Safi Balqis Perfect 10 is the fourth generation of the Safi Balqis product.



According to Product Group Manager UNZA (M) Sdn Bhd, Mahsuri Sulaiman, these new products researched and developed according to today's women demand. Consistent with the formulation of Nano technology Biowhite, Safi is pleased to introduce the new ambassador who will inspire every girls with big dreams out there. Guess who is the new ambassador???



Yay..You're right! Its the ever lovely Shila Amzah..
The picture shown was a gift bag i got during the launching of Safi Balqis's new product which was held at The Crowne Plaza Hotel .. It was a private event.. And by private, we were actually lost in finding the hall.. The funny thing was..we stood infront of a visual schedule of the hotel.. Luckily, one of the staff saw us clueless on where to go..lalalala...

Here are the benefits of using Safi Balqis Perfect 10..with a price range from RM 6.50 TO RM 25.90.. Its affordable and definitely will give you proof in just 2 weeks top .. Believe me.. I am using it too..as shown..hehehe.. Okay , the benefits are :

1. Fade pigmentation
2. Equalizes skin tone
3. Protects from UV rays
4. Skin Lightening
5. Protects against free radicals
6. Improve skin elasticity
7. Hydrating skin
8. Retains moisture
9. Smooths your skin
10. Softens your skin


So, what are you waiting for.. Pamper yourself with SAFI BALQIS PERFECT 10..YOU'LL SEE THE RESULTS IN JUST 2 WEEKS or JUST A WEEK LIKE I DID! :)


toodles:)

Results! Let it be a good one this time...

Hmmm... i just checked my uitm application... still...nothing, my utm, in progress as well as my ukm application...i got an offer to further at unikl...but, in industrial design... I just hope everything will go well.. i am definitely not ready to work just yet... huhu :(

I always wanted to go to a university.. and further there..i never had the chance to be a 'university' student when i took my diploma..still...i am proud to have my very own diploma.. learning is fun..a certain someone once told me :

" Learning is a journey, it's not the place that shows your knowledge, it's your own self,your own desire and needs that expresses how educated you are"

Thats true alright ! :)

I just hope now i will be given a chance to further my degree.. I will do my best to make my family proud :D

Anyways.. to all the readers out there.. never feel its too late to study again.. Go ahead..pursue your dream..life is too short to be dreaming.. so..take a chance.. while you can.. To those who are comfortable the way you are now.. its okay.. happy is what makes a person to go on.. so live life to the very fullest..

To all my friends who applied.. all the best.. Remember Allah is always by your side.. God is always by your side.. Trust me.. Nothing will go perfectly well if you neglect your obligation towards God.. I am not perfect.. but life is all about being thankful.. so be thankful to everything you have now.. you'll get better in the future :)

I guess..thats it for now.. I'll be updating soon.. Take care everyone :)

To that someone.. I MISS YOU :)

Thanks Syahmi Azim

Hehehehe.. i recieved a comment from my old friend..the cute syahmi azim..hehe..he's right..it has been a while since i updated my blog...not to worry though.. i'll be spending a lot of time blogging now..yay! me loikee...!

http://twosevenohthree.blogspot.com/ is his blog...check it out..cool gila..i tak tahu wt cenggitu..template blogger je..lalalla..hehe..

p/s : i da tukar linkk ...hehe..thankiesss... take careee uolsss

You think you're cute??!!

Okay..i was just browsing some of my friends on facebook. Then i encountered someone i don't quite remember approving..even if i do...i don't know why...!! Dangggg....

She was the one who turned my life like hell.. And the worst part she was in my friend"s list * i already deleted her*

Sorry not so wise a** i just hate you...i should not feel that way towards people...but you made an impression *bad one* i will never ever forget! With your profile picture showing all your skin.. I pity to who you are currently dating.. The whole world sees your body... Arghh... i just don't like it at all...

I am not perfect and i made mistakes as well.. i remembered that one time you called me b***h and w***e just because i started to wear hijab.. hey ! people change and so do you ! I thought you were my best friend before.. well its too obvious that you are definitely not worth to be called as a human being! Change la weyh!

Okay..to all readers...please.. be aware.. even your closest of friends and the ones you trust could betray u..it happened to me.. and im glad.. i was given a chance to be a new person... TO HER.. PLEASE .. YOU ARE NOT GIVING UP KAN.. IT HAS BEEN 4 YEARS AND YOU STILL TALK ABOUT ME ON YOUR PROFILE.. NO WONDER YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS.. PSYCHO... PLEASE REMEMBER ALSO THAT YOU HAVE NO MUM AND DAD TO LOOK AFTER YOU.. SO LOOK AFTER YOURSELF...

MOOD : :(

If 'Ocean Potion' was around when i was 10..

While i was busy figuring out on how to be model * hoping is not a a sin!*... i looked at some of my pictures on my desktop.. and BANG!




yUPP...yupp...school picture...it seems that you could guess which one i was...OBVIOUS RIGHT! ..Okay..the main reason why i 'susah2' crop this picture is to show you guys how dark i was! Damn! Now..this is the real BLACK SHEEP alright... During my younger years (cute? think twice -_-) my family loves going on vacation...Yes..you guessed it again... ISLAND VACATION! Tioman, Pangkor, Langkawi... You name it...

The weather... was never not hot..*get it?* Since age is not a number like many said..i dont care about anything back then...Soothing and laying underneath the sun without a care in the world.. Then when i got back at the hotel.. I have my own skin clothes! * its not cool...soo not cool -_-*

If i could just turn back time and tell my mum to put me on with some Ocean Potion® Kids Sunblock SPF 50 that specially formulated with Parsol 1789 for broad spectrum UVA I, II and UVB protection.

This gentle, non-irritating sunblock is designed exclusively for children's tender and sensitive skin. Its clean dry formula glides on easily, absorbes quickly into the skin and does not run into or burn the eyes.

Solaplex enhances the stability of Parsol® 1789 (Avobenzone) which makes Ocean Potion Sunscreens more reliable and longer lasting.



My mum would know bout it and i don't end up looking like in the picture with free natural swimming suit on -_-...

Now.. My instinct with mother nature..is highly strong..i spend most of my time at the beach and outdoors..I mean a lot... Would be a wonder if i could put some Ocean Potion Cool Dry Touch 30 Sunblock which is designed for the sport enthusiast's active lifestyle, Sport Potion SPF 30 bonds to your skin on contact, absorbs quickly and replenishes the skin with Vitamins A, C, & E.

This unique formula is very water and sweat resistant, oil free, paba free, dry, non-greasy, and fragrance free.

Solaplex(TM), enhances the stability of Parsol® 1789 (Avobenzone) which makes Ocean Potion® sunscreens more reliable and longer lasting.



How i wish i could grab some of these lovely potion so that my skin will remain as smooth as thai silk..maintain as fair as i am not really am now...but will...if i get my hands on them! yay

OCEAN POTION.. SAVE ME!!!

Yayyyy!!

Okay..i just updated my blog...no...not with post *though this is a new post? -_-* ...So dayuummm tired... Its okay i guess... well..it may not look as cool as other blogger page.. I'm proud of my accomplishment *dab on the shoulders* SERIOUSLY?? okay..currently i look like hell now.. Before the darkness under my eyes go further.. i better stop.. Thanks for stopping by.. Also, checkout my cousin's review on the private event we attended a few days back.. I tried to make the review.. many occurrence happened made me stop.. Hahaha..

Anyways ..her link is the left bar.. look for nurfs..

6 bulan kemudian..

Dalam aku meneruskan hidup aku ketika ini... aku teringat kenangan-kenangan aku waktu aku belajar dulu...

Nama : Putri Salina Rais Binti Ismail
No. Pendaftaran : 17DKA07F016
Sesi : Julai 2007

Aku sangat bersyukur sebab aku dapat sambung belajar selepas dapat keputusan SPM yang okay lah bagi aku... Alhamdulillah...

Bila aku dapat tawaran sambung belajar dalam jurusan Kejuruteraan Awam aku terus terima...aku nak teruskan impian aku..

Macam2 berlaku sepanjang tempoh pengajian aku di sana..Walaupun aku tak berapa suka kat sana * sorry* tempat tu juga yang banyak menyedarkan aku tentang kehidupan kerana disitu aku banyak melakukan kesilapan yang aku lihat sekarang sebagai pedoman untuk masa2 akan datang...3 tahun...3 kisah... yang tahu segalanya adalah sahabat rapat aku.. segalanya aku ceritakan pada dia.. sehingga kini kami masih sahabat..rindu kamu sahabat...

Bagi aku.. semester yang paling mencabar adalah semester akhir aku... ketika itulah macam2 dugaan menimpa aku...aku hampir putus asa... sahabat aku tinggal di rumah sewa sepanjang semester akhir aku...kebanyakan masa aku dihabiskan bersama roomate kesayangan aku yang gila...rindu kat dia gak..hehe...tapi dia course lain..so..aku selalunya alone...

Masa semester akhir tu.. aku memegang jawatan yang agak tinggi di kamsis...terlalu banyak yang aku kena fikirkan..dengan final projek..dugaan2..selalunya aku hanya akan menangis untuk melepaskan tekanan yang aku hadapi...

Cinta? ya..semasa semester akhir...dugaan percintaan aku adalah paling teruk yang pernah aku lalui... bukan aku tak nak cite..cuma...xnak ingat...

kini..aku sudah habis belajar :)...fuhh...lega... hanya menunggu untuk sambung ijazah aku..InsyaAllah...

6 bulan kemudian...hehe...dia masih sahabat aku...6 bulan kemudian...aku makin 'sihat'...6 bulan kemudian...aku temui teman baru.. terima kasih atas segala sokongan awak pada saya...semoga awak belajar dengan bersungguh so that you will achieve you life long dreams... saya sayang awak :)

Aku tadi ada banyak idea nak update blog...tapi...fokus aku teralih oleh rancangan masakan..hahaha...sorry..pape nanti i'll update...

Toodles!

Bla bla bla...

entahlah..aku rasa macam sayang sangat pada dia..dia baik sangat..kadang2 aku rasa...layakkah aku untuk dia? aku pernah bersama orang yang sangat baik..akhirnya aku yang kecewakan dia..setiap hari dia call aku..so sweet...dia betul2 layan aku macam aku seorang wanita..dia menghormati aku..aku rasa seronok bila dapat bercakap dengan dia ...masa dia datang jumpa aku lagilah aku terharu..sanggup dia susahkan diri untuk jumpa aku dan menghormati permintaan mak aku.. baiknya dia...entahlah..betul ke aku ni...semua orang yang aku pernah berkasih sayang semua aku kata baik...biasalah orang sedang bercinta..ermm...bercinta ke?

Kadang2 aku tertanya..betul ke perasaan aku ni? kalau ikutkan pengalaman aku yang lepas..pasti aku ditinggalkan ...ditinggalkan maksud aku..si dia berubah hati...berkawan dengan perempuan lain..ye...itu lah yang sentiasa berlaku...aku sedaya upaya cuba nak selamatkan hubungan yang lepas...tapi, apa yang aku dapat...

- MERANA

-SEDIH

-SAKIT

-SUNYI!

Ya ..itu yang aku dapat hampir semua dalam hubungan cinta yang aku pernah lalui..kesian kan?

After my last boyfriend...i took caution when it comes to love... then i met him..yup..

Actually, it was never my intention to actually fall in love with him..he wanted to be just friend in in one of the *least* *i guess* popular social network on the net..we replied messages ...till dawn...then we transfered to YM... it was kinda ..more like a friendly gesture at first...

Somehow..the day i first knew him...i started thinking about him...don't really know why... well..

1. I am done with internet guys

2. i am done with men

3. I just wanna live single...better!

I was with my friends at that time... i waited for his text the whole day... but..nothing ..

It was 2 in the morning..i remembered because i thought about my past...i need someone to share with...i called him... we talked for hours ...until my credit dropped dead...rm0.00...haha...it was the night i will never ever forget because he texted me to wait...and so i waited..he went out and bought top-up..he called me that very morning...i smiled...smiled...and smiled...:)

one day...he asked me...if i wanted to be his girlfriend.. i just said yes ! why? :

1. for some reasons...i actually prayed to Allah if i should carry on being his friend...

2. I kept thinking about him * though i never knew how he looked like*

3. I felt i was being myself when i talked with him.. *though we never met yet*

And so, thats the reason i agreed to be his girl..

Okay...some of u might think...

friend 1 :" what? u accepted him?? he's from the net! how could u trust him"

friend 2 :"how can u fall for him...u don't even know how he looks!"

One day...i asked for his picture... he gave me conditions * more like options*...

1. He shall give me his picture...but..we will end up not seeing each other.

2. Wait till the day we actually meet..

i chose to meet him...but...mummy knew about this..and came up with her condition as well... it went like :

" you can meet him ina...but during his visit in kl to meet u..he must come and meet me as well...better yet...he must meet me first"

i told him...he agreed and yes...he met my mother..

he was a very gentleman.. also, he was the first guy i took home to meet my mum during our first meeting with one another.. since that day.. i knew he was not playing around with our relationship..

yes...you'll only remember nice things when ur in love... Well..though its still early for us to be thinking about 'our' future..i just hope i made the right choice..i just hope Allah give me reasons why i care about him...why i kept thinking about him...why i love him...love is a gift.. and i'm thankful..Alhamdulillah...

I know...many asked me...

person 1: "who is this guy? "

person 2 : " can i see his picture?"

person 3 : " when can we meet this guy?"

hehe..slow down...not just yet.. but one day ...that is..if Allah permits..InsyaAllah..

Also...i got an offer to further my studies at UniKL...yay...alhamdulillah...still...i'll be waiting for other offers as well*kalau dapat *...lalala

SLEEPLESS NIGHTS..

Okay.. It has been 2 days since the last time i could remember the comfort of.. SLEEPING! Yes.. I can't sleep.. In fact.. This is not something new that happen.. I t all started when i was 5.. That's the least i could remember... And the story begins...

It was 2 am... I woke up because i had to.. pee... It sounded cute right? Okay..before i even go any further..let me remind you.. DEAR READERS WHOM I CARE SO MUCH.. The visual graphic that you are about to look at.. *pictures* are not from my albums... I just grab it from the internet where i feel on how i looked like when i was at that age.. Okay.. Ina needs to go potty.. And I'm pretty sure i looked like..

Bang! Haaaa... You like that? Again... I may just look like him...*or her ,--* ...See that alarm clock.. That's how i remembered the time... Gracias mama y papa...hehe...







I stepped out from bed where my siblings were also sleeping with..Including dad? Yup...The whole family in one room... True story man.. I ran to the toilet like there were no tomorrow.. Hey.. I know you may felt like i did before.. It was gonna blow... Take a good look at the picture.. Imagine him *or her ,--* cant stand to pee.. (the face people)!.. It took me just two minutes to sigh of relief... Gross kid... Okay..Again ...#what happened ina?!#...Alright2.. Im getting there...As i came out from the toilet.. I heard something.. It was something all of us know... Yes... The legendary ...The one and only...

Yup...Of course not the real thing.. Remember ...'i heard '..The pacman background music...It seems that someone left the room... If one of my siblings read this... I am pretty sure they know who... It was... IBU...She may look like...

Yeap..but imagine her face...hehe..Sorry ma... She was shocked when i startled her.. I look at her.. And sat next to her... Ibu..The only person who will be so obsessed to a game she may have vowed to finish.. It was non stop.. After a few minutes passed.. I started to feel sleepy again.. Then I heard a dog... It was howling... and it sounded so creepy... My mum often told us.. If a dog howled , means it saw something supernatural... CREEPY... omg...i doubled a word in a paragraph.. thats lame..-_-.. It was since then.. i couldn't sleep or having a hard time sleeping at night... Until now..

I somehow felt that i am suffering INSOMNIA... But let it remain as part of me.. That was lame.. AGAIN WORD DOUBLES GEEK.. i think i better stop...

Baii... TOODLES

HOLLA..

Raya all... ^_^

haha...this year nya raya...kebaya...i disapprove of this...but ibu nak sume pakai kebaya...sbb me love me mummy..ikut aje.

Me in my blue kebaya...actually kainnya warna biru gak..but ibu nak kelainan...so pkai biru...surprisingly it fits perfectly

my siblings : ueen, kakak, me and amer

hehe...

yes...our yearly family photo...is finally done...

this year classical theme...kebaya nyonya...

~~00~~00~~

Cinta. Apa itu cinta? Jika kita berbicara tentang cinta, pasti kita tidak terlepas daripada memperkatakan tentang cinta monyet yang menjadi nadi kepada kehidupan muda-mudi masa kini. Malahan kebanyakan cinta seperti ini menjurus kepada pelakunya untuk membuat perkara maksiat tanpa menilai dan memahami erti cinta yang sebenar-benarnya. Cinta bukan sekotor itu. Apakah maksud atau makna cinta? Cinta sebenarnya merupakan satu fitrah yang ada di dalam hati setiap manusia. Cinta wujud hasil daripada satu perasaan yang halus. Cinta mewujudkan perasaan kasih sayang dan belas kasihan sesama manusia dan makhluk di dunia ini. Tanpa perasaan cinta, seseorang itu akan merasai kekosongan di dalam jiwa mereka. Cinta yang hanya berpaksikan runtutan fitrah tanpa dicemari oleh hawa syahwat melambangkan kedamaian, keamanan dan ketenangan. Bagaimanapun, cinta seringkali diperalatkan untuk melepaskan keghairahan nafsu. Maka akan terjadi bermacam perkara yang merosakkan manusia dan membawa kepada kemaksiatan dan kehancuran umat terutama bagi golongan remaja yang terlalu taksub dan asyik dengan cinta tanpa ada penilaian dan pertimbangan akal fikiran yang waras. Cinta yang hanya berlogikkan nafsu dan syahwat semata-mata hanyalah cinta palsu yang penuh jijik dan hina. Oleh hal yang demikian itu, sebagai remaja, terutamanya remaja mukmin, kita sewajarnya peka terhadap kehadiran cinta di dalam jiwa dengan lebih memahami makna dan erti serta cara yang sesuai untuk menerima dan memberi cinta kepada seseorang. Jangan hanya membuta tuli dan mengikut tuntutan nafsu semata. Cinta dan permasalahannya telah menjadi perkara serius yang dihadapi oleh umat Islam hari ini. Pertembungan antara cinta hakiki dengan cinta palsu menyebabkan umat Islam menghadapi dilema perasaan yang kronik. Krisis cinta palsu telah menyebabkan umat Islam memusnahkan etika spritual - membunuh solidariti dan menodai sosial sehingga ada yang sanggup membunuh dan membunuh diri akibat daripada tekanan perasaan yang sukar untuk dikawal. Islam tidak memusuhi cinta. Ini sesuai dengan ciri-ciri Islam sebagai agama yang menepati fitrah manusia. Malah, Islam memandang tinggi persoalan cinta yang tentunya merupakan perasaan dan fitrah yang menjiwai naluri setiap manusia. Bagaimanapun, cinta di dalam Islam perlulah melalui pelbagai peringkat keutamaannya yang tersendiri seperti: 1. Cinta kepada Allah Islam meletakkan cinta yang tertinggi dalam kehidupan manusia, iaitu cinta kepada Allah. Tanpa cinta kepada Allah, perlakuan hamba tidak memberi pulangan yang bererti, sedangkan apa yang menjadi tunjang kepada Islam ialah mengenali dan dan mencintai Allah. Dengan cinta akan mendorong manusia untuk mengabdikan diri kepada Allah serta menerbitkan iman yang mantap. Firman Allah s.w.t: “... (Walaupun demikian), ada juga di antara manusia yang mengambil selain daripada Allah (untuk menjadi) sekutu-sekutu (Allah), mereka mencintainya, (memuja dan mentaatinya) sebagaimana mereka mencintai Allah; sedang orang-orang yang beriman itu lebih cinta (taat) kepada Allah...” (Surah Al-Baqarah : 165) 2. Cinta kepada Rasulullah s.a.w. dan Para Anbia´ Ketika manusia berada di dalam kegelapan, maka diutuskan pembawa obor yang begitu terang untuk disuluhkan kepada manusia ke arah jalan kebenaran. Pembawa obor tersebut ialah Rasulullah s.a.w. Maka, menjadi satu kewajipan kepada setiap yang mengaku dirinya sebagai muslim memberikan cintanya kepada Rasulullah dan para anbia´ dengan mengikut segala sifat yang terpuji. Kerana perasaan kecintaan inilah, para sahabat sanggup bergadai nyawa dan menjadikan tubuh masing-masing sebagai perisai demi mempertahankan Rasulullah s.a.w dalam usaha Baginda untuk menyebarkan agama Islam. Dalam satu hadis yang diriwayatkan oleh Bukhari dan Muslim, ada disebut: “Diriwayatkan daripada Anas r.a, katanya: Nabi s.a.w bersabda: Tiga perkara, jika terdapat di dalam diri seseorang maka dengan perkara itulah dia akan memperoleh kemanisan iman: Seseorang yang mencintai Allah dan Rasul-Nya lebih daripada selain kedua-duanya, mencintai seorang hanya kerana Allah, tidak suka kembali kepada kekafiran setelah Allah menyelamatkannya daripada kekafiran itu, sebagaimana dia juga tidak suka dicampakkan ke dalam neraka.” (Bukhari: no. 15, Muslim no. 60, Tirmizi: no. 2548, Nasaie: no. 4901) 3. Cinta Sesama Mukmin Perasaan kasih sayang sesama manusia merupakan tunggak utama untuk menyalurkan konsep persaudaraan. Cinta inilah yang mengajar kita supaya mencintai ibu bapa dan keluarga. Selain daripada cinta kepada kedua-dua ibu bapa, Islam juga meletakkan cinta sesama mukmin sebagai syarat kepada sebuah perkumpulan atau jemaah yang layak bersama Rasulullah s.a.w. Maksud firman Allah s.w.t: “... Nabi Muhammad (s.a.w) ialah Rasul Allah; dan orang-orang yang bersama dengannya bersikap keras dan tegas terhadap orang-orang kafir yang (memusuhi Islam), dan sebaiknya bersikap kasih sayang serta belas kasihan kasihan sesama sendiri (umat Islam)...” (Surah Al-Fath: 29) Inilah yang telah diajar oleh Islam. Maka masyarakat sejagat, malah umat Islam sendiri dapat melihat bahawa betapa agungnya unsur kasih sayang dan cinta yang terdapat di dalam Islam dan begitu jualah agungnya penjagaan Islam sendiri terhadap umatnya supaya tidak mencemarkan kesucian cinta dengan kekotoran nafsu. Itulah cinta di dalam Islam. Ia haruslah diasaskan di atas dasar keimanan kepada Allah. Alangkah ruginya cinta yang lari dari landasan iman. Lalu akan hanyutlah jiwa-jiwa yang menyedekahkan dirinya untuk diperlakukan oleh ´syaitan cinta´ sewenangnya-wenangnya. Sesungguhnya cinta sebelum perkahwinan merupakan cinta palsu walaupun dihiasi dengan rayuan manja kerana itu hanya panggilan ke lembah kebinasaan. Masa muda yang dianugerahkan oleh Allah hanyalah sekali berlaku dalam hidup dan tidak berulang lagi untuk kali kedua atau seterusnya. Maka dalam meniti usia, remaja perlu berhati-hati dengan mainan perasaan walaupun merupakan perkara yang amat sukar dilakukan, apatah lagi semakin dihambat usikan perasaan, semakin ia datang mencengkam. Itulah azam kita untuk melawan nafsu dan alangkah malunya untuk kita tewas dan kita sendiri merelakan diri dibawa oleh arus yang menghancurkan. Jangan jadikan diri kita sebagai hamba cinta yang hanya berlandaskan nafsu tanpa pertimbangan akal yang waras. Kita seharusnya mengawal perasaan cinta kerana jika terlalu obses terhadap seseorang, manusia biasanya akan hilang kawalan dan tidak dapat menerima hakikat kehilangan, lantas sanggup melakukan sesuatu yang buruk untuk melepaskan perasaan kecewa seperti pembunuhan kejam terhadap Allahyarham Norzi Ayu Md Nor baru-baru ini serta beberapa contoh yang lain. adapted from

NURBALQIS HAYATI AHMAD NAJIH (ydim)

Blog kawan aku

Sedang menyiapkan kerja yang terlalu banyak...salah kira, bangunan jatuh....ishh....aku manusia bos....huhu...nasib ada yang sudi membantu....alhamdulillah...

Penat nya sejak dua menjak...banyak sangat2 kerja.....aku sabar....huhu

Sedang aku update blog...aku teringat blog kawan aku....

dia kesedihan...ye aku tahu...aku rindukan dia...dlu kami slalu hang..ada prob..lepak kat tangga asrama...kami cerita segalanya...seronok bila igt balik...dia sahabat aku..aku sayang dia...kami sering menceritakan tentang pengalaman hidup...especially about love....

penah sekali aku teringat bila lepak dgn dia..ada kucing gaduh..takot woo....haahhahhaha....

sekarang sahabat aku pressure...aku faham....masalah xkan hilang...memang akan sentiasa dengar...fikir positif...tapi, org taw ke apa yg kita rasa?..ye sahabat....sabar ye...

hmmm....aku? entahlah...masalah bagi aku...macam makanan...makan2....cerna...kuar balik..hahaha...yak2...hahahha

yup...bagi aku....semua masalah pasti ada penyelesaian...PASTI ada...confirm...cuma, kita kena tahu macam mana nak cari jawapannya...macam menyelesaikan soalan add math..hehe....ikut step by step...yup2

21 tahun da aku...masuk kelab lepas da....hahaha....perkara yang dulu usah diikuti lagi....semua yang terjadi padaku satu kesilapan...tapi, pengajaran yang berharga buat aku..ye..aku bersyukur sebab aku dah lalui banyak situasi di usia aku yang bru 21...

Problem....it's just a word...that often comes to u...and easy to go away ...just face it..solve it like u mean it...

Dia telepon

Sedih...perasaan yang aku rasa selepas aku menerima satu panggilan malam tadi... Memang aku sebak...

Entah...apa motif dia hadir kembali dalam hidup aku....menyusahkan aku? buat aku menangis LAGI??

Budus...

Akhirnya semua terbongkar.... Aku serba salah... Im sorry sayang....

Bersahur ..masak tapi tak masak?

Assalamualaikum...ermmm.....hmm....*jwblah bang...

haha....takot2....

okay...today....aku masak untuk sahur lagi seperti hari2 lain -_-

aku merenung kat dapur ku yang lampu sudah rosak aka tak beli bulb baru...again -_-

aku bukak lah lampu ikea yang khas untuk cupboard...aku sedar,,semakin hari semakin kecik mata aku sebab susah nak cari bahan dapur...MUNGKINKAH AKU AKAN BUTA...?? of course not.....(",)

okay....aku nampak nasi...hehe...apa lagi...nasi goreng lah kan....then...aku ternampak perencah megi nasi goreng paprik warong style....wah! bukan main....

aku amek n belek...hmmm...masa makin suntuk...nanti tak makan...tanpa lengah...aku usha cara2 penggunaan perencah tersebut...

bagi aku...perencah2 ni...men letk je la kan...akan tetapi...macam2 lak instruction nyaa....-_- again....

kacang panjang> takde stok

telur>takde stok

bawang>ada setengah aku jumpa dalam peti

ayam>takde stok(malam tadi berbuka ayam masak kicap)

wah...semua takde....ahh....(rengus aku) bedal lah ...

aku pun masaklah..ikut style sendiri...dalam masak2 siap ada style...aku teringat mamak kat sri kassim wat nasi goreng..terangkat2 kuali...aku teraiii la

akan tetapi again!...gagal...tangan ku terseliuh....kuali berat...berat sangat...'-_-

aku wat biasa je lah...

aku pun siap2 untuk bersahur...mak aku da amek port kat meja...wah..laju mama....

mama: hmm....nak kacip patimah

aku: ok ....(kacip patimah??)ermm...bila beli mama...

mama: nak buat tak?

aku tunduk kerana faham kata2 mak aku...hrmm...aku nak gak sebenarnya...tapi mama melarang sekeras2 nya bagi anak2 nya yang minum kopi...maap..anaknya yang minum kopi...-_-

baik mama...aku ke dapur....tekan air panas....asap je kuar...otak aku berkata

otak: air da habis..refil lah

aku: -_-

hrrmmm...aku bukak fridge...masa makin suntuk..aku jamah pun belum hanya kerana kacip patimah tu

ada air kotak ve good...anggur...yay!

mama.....

mama: mana air panas?

aku: air tak masak lagi

mama: ada je alasan kau...ishh....kalau..$%^&*(dan sebagainya...time ni kakak aku slalu dipuji)

aku: -_-

kami makan....

nasi goreng yang aku masak warna merah..baru aku nmpak sebab kat dapur malap...

tamat.

Blogging or vlogging

Hai sume salam noktah

haha

okay..aku yang xde life ni dok online je tengok ramai plak yang suka vlogging

aku try la...pimpin out ma hair yang cam doh-_-..aku on webcam

DAMN

aku sangat benci tgk diriku di webcam...then i thought....aku nak vlog pasal apa??

BUDUS-_-

Tadi aku gi restoran kat KESAS coz ibu tak masak ...huhu...aku pakai baju yang teramat simple and ibu panggil aku....time ni kat umah lagi...aku toleh yang memang tak bergaya langsung, nmpak mak aku yang macam nak gi pavi...

AKU?

adus.....sadis...aku pakai suar itam ueen( maap ueen,ina da xtaw n xde suar kat umah) and baju klabu yang aku beli masa aku form 4....utk riadah dlu....aku tunduk dan malu sbb aku jalan sebelah mak aku macam aku ni bibik je..perut aku makin buncit...and kalau ada sape yang mengucapkan tahniah kat aku aku akan tumbuk dia..

DAMN IT....aku nak jadi model...ini impian gelap aku...ye aku akui..'-_-

and so...aku bru balik from terawih...aku je REMAJA( OF COURSE)....yang lain semua tanya aku bila nak SPM??? Muda sangat ke aku ni..or aku sebenarnya nampak mcm budak pendek yang tua ...bengong....aku senyum je sambil genggan cawan putih plastik dengan kuat tapi kemas...

tiba2 ada budak tarik2 telekung aku dari belakang...aku toleh dengan penuh sopan...*kononnya* ...aku terus menjerit sbb dak tu pakai topeng hantu...CHAIT...

kat surau lak tu....aku tunduk malu dan beredar....maap...makcik...pakcik...malu nak dok lama2...habis chance aku nak tunjuk sopan kat budak2 IMU...bye.NOKTAH.NOKTAH

mY lovE LiFe sUcKs

I prefer to keep quiet till the right time comes...

Sedih

Aku...da banyak kali bercinta...mmg banyak...haha...still aku xjumpa my prince charming...hafiz..satu2 nya bf aku yg aku kenal sbb dia kawan baik aku masa skolah...

yang lain sume aku kenal salah number la, chatting etc... sumenya penipu..entahlah..betul ckp sepupu aku...get a REAL boyfriend...yup...aku nak macam tu...watpe waste my time..thinking about him...yg smpai gf dia dok tanya aku mcm2..bodohnya aku...da banyak kali benda macam ni jadi...aku lak..sentiasa bagi alasan untuk diri aku...

BODOH

penat aku...dia dok tanya macam2..siap baca email...ermm...entahlah...aku yang ganggu hubungan dorang...now aku dgn dia da break...aku malas...all men are the same...mgkin kecuali apis...apis baik..n dats y aku xsggup nak lukakan dia...bukan aku xnak bercinta dgn dia...dia kawan baik aku dari skolah...aku xnak kerana benda2 macam ni..menjejaskan hubungan aku dgn apis ..juga bersama2 kawan kawan aku yang lain..kalau ada jodoh antara aku dan apis..adalah...

aku dapat ym dari sang gadis yg dari dlu mengakui ada hbgn dgn 'dia'..aku marah pada dia,,dia kata dia dan gadis tu xde apa2..aku percaya...then bila gadis ni kata dia tgk email sume..siap tahu aku bg gmbr kat 'dia'...hmm...pandai2lah fikir...mcm ****..

k...aku bnyk kje..thnks sbb sudi bce...

salam..

Ramadhan bulan yang mulia...

Tahun 2010 merupakan tahun yang baru aku nantikan bulan ramadhan...ramadhan kali ini mgkin penat jika berbanding dengan yang lepas..keje makin bnyk..sabar je na..

Aku sekarang sayu je rasa..bulan yg plg dinntikn sebulan je..sekejap sgt..tgk..2010 pun da hmpir smpai ke pnghjungnya..entahlahh..cpt masa berlalu..

Sambil update blog..aku tggu my prince balik from kampung..smehow..aku makin rindukan dia..aku hrp dia slmt smpai..

Banyak yang trjd..bukan niat aku nak sakitkn mana2 pihak..yg aku boleh katakan..cinta itu bukan sesuatu yg kita boleh paksa..ia dtg tba2..aku minta maaf sbb telah melukakan bnyk pihak..tp,jgn nilai aku kerana itu, kerana ada sbb aku lakukn smua ni..

Aku? Senyum je..benda yg aku slalu wat n senang..smua suka kan..aku sgt brsbr dgn sume yg trjd...

Di bulan yg Mulia ini..marilah kita sama2 usaha utk mnjd yg lbh baik..



Seyumlah..

Blur.No life.

Ina..bangun...

ye..ye...

Ina bangun!

hmmm...ye...ye...

Ina ba..!

OKAY MUM!~~...huhu....

I woke up...off to work...hehe...

Suddenly, i received a call...

Wah...gi melaka la pulak....hahaha...memang best...sume sponsor...tapi, balik hari...lalala...ok...

Penat...keje..tetap keje...masuk gak duit kan nana...lol

Okay..to my personal readers...esp my kazen who has just updatted her blog claiming that everything is not right..haha...yer aku dah baca...chillss..:P

Aku nak blaja daaaa....huhu..xsabar rasanya nok...

To my hubby...bru trbgun..trus update blog...Luv ya..*wink2*

so retarrr

nways...have a fun day people...me? i am having a blast...

TOODLES!