F**k You

Somehow...im liking the song..hahaha...

such a happy life im having....

To my lovely husband.... Bila mau balik...anak da rindu da ni...

Life must go on

sedang ku menaip ini...air mata aku mengalir...kenapa semua ini serin menimpa aku? Banyak sangat yan berlaku dalam hidup aku sepanjang 21 tahun aku bernafas di muka bumi ini...honestly, aku dafedup dengan lelaki...mereka slalu bg harapan ..kemudian tinggalkankita...kadang2 wanita selalu menangis kerana lelaki...aku..kerana dia...hidup aku merana...

apa2 pun, aku redha...terima kasih kepada semua sahabat2 aku..aku lagi kut untuk mengharungi semua ni...

tadi azfar kol...solat subuh la tu...aku borak2...dia support aku...naji..aku kl pg td...thnks sahabat..ko bnyk tlg aku...zana pon...thanks cyg...hhehe...

Aku akan cuba lakukan yang terbaik...

HELLO! THIS IS FOR YOU!

You know who u are...like...grow up pre-teen!

Kite kwn..yes kita kwn...but FYI ! FRIENDS DON'T DO THIS!

Damn...~~

mood: sakit hati!

Counting days...

Just less than a week till the results of the final exam comes out...me...? I'm totally nervous...I mean REALLY! Scared to death i might say...yup...sure..i did okay...but is it good enough to pass?? Dear..I'm so terrified...may everything goes well...InsyaAllah...

This morning...around 7.50...a.m of course...he called...owh...how i miss him...it has been exactly a month since we talked...as soon as i saw his number on the screen of my phone...i find it hard to believe..only god knows how my heart yearning for his presence beside me..i miss him so very much...i cried while talking with him...i saw him hugging a very big bear..he told me he wanted to give me the bear when we meet ..i just cried and cried..i was happy with him...so happy...because of previous occurrence..our relationship had to stop..he let me go...i agreed..and how hard was it for me to actually accept the fact that we are officially through...no..obviously, he's still in my mind..i love him...that's the word..but, does he still love me? i don't know...all i know..is that i love him...and still hope that we shall be together..

R.I.S.E.S

Okeyp...they(the pict above) are my final project group members...Y? Bcoz i misz them...we spent so much time together...it was definitely a very challenging experience...love ya guys:(

I love arab!

الآن لقد بدأت تعلم اللغة العربية... إن شاء الله... هذا الأخير سوف يحسن مرة أخرى لعدم وجود أي... لقراء بلدي بلوق... إذا كانت هناك أخطاء.. الرجاء مساعدتي :)

My Life of Pain.....ouch!

I remember a time, a time in a dream or of a dream life, a time when to live in a world with no strife, a time of no worries, a time of no fights. I would wait him to arrive at my castle, in his automobile, one of three fifty horses, his chariot to be. One of fine velor comfort to sit , in this courtship that was, in this day in the past, of this traveling parlor, one of dark color, a dark horse one might say in this traveling play. We would travel the towns in this fairy tale ride, eating, drinking, and watching the shows of the days' entertainers, loving this life not being a complainer. Not thinking I would be the entertainment of the days future, not thinking the past would have mattered, in this, my life of the tattered.

I look back on this life, many good times I've had with many regrets, as this first love of mine, wishing oh wishing, we could go back in time. Not regretting the times that we spent together, for I look back on them and this makes my heart glad, but still in this life I am left very sad. I wish I had them to do all over again, the times that I've had, the fun I have had, with all of my loves. I wish back then you could have been my husband, what fun we could have had, and what a great life, could have been for us, just you and me, in this land of the free. For then came the day of the breakup. The most tragic and terrible breakup of my life, my first, as what could have been for you and in my heart I know that that's true. For this my heart aches, a terrible pain, one that can only be, is only, my shame.

So now we all share, so more you will make, until the end, your ruling fate. And would this have made me happy, to bring back my family I have longed to see? You know that that would, that is why you could not, because this is with you that you think I have fought. And well I have, for abuse you seek, and where in the hell are all my front teeth? And fight you I will till my dying day, for your values I hate... as my owners to be.

For my true happiness, nor my money to be, could ever bestow the hurt, you have put on me. And all of this time I say it be them that I hate, I can only wonder why their hate for me, has been so great? I Know I have all of this blame for him, for me, for this family tree, for this family name. But I ask again, What have I done to them, What have I done wrong? What have I ever gotten but pain, suffering and torment, heartache and misery, enough to drive me insane....

Kenapa putri sedih?

Kak long..thanks sbb concern...sorry...xdpt nak jelaskan pd post yg lepas knp putri sedih...semua ttg cinta...bila fikir...kita lg bnyk menangis kerana cinta kan..bukan kerana Allah swt...ye..putri sedar ttg semua tu...tp, apa yg putri lalui cukup perit...

selama putri bercinta...xpernah kekal...sehingga la kini...bila terjalinnya satu PERJANJIAN..putri da fikir..he might be the one..he will be my husband whom will take care of me and my kids..well...hopes are left unsaid...better off that way actually...and so..i had to let him go...the reason ?? it's for me to know..and u to find out...im so tired of everything...

One thing for sure..my one and only true love shall and forever remain in my heart...my never ending love for Allah swt...yes...He tests me with all sorts of misshapen in life...still im so thankful to the Almighty God..at a very young age (21) I've been through a lot...AND I MEAN A LOT...I've learned so many things from all the 'occasions' i might say..it caught me to say..that my life was never dull...but is full of adventure...i am the main character..creating my own story with a help from FATE...interesting..Alhamdulillah...

To all the readers..thanks...though we never met, or seldom...still, u guys spend ur time reading my story..I'm not saying it's great and all...but..trust me...all the things mentioned in this blog..all the guy's i've known...all the things that happened to..are all true...thanks again guys...think of it..that my blog...is part of YOUR steps of precautions in life k...love ya..

TOODLES!

Sedih....

Aku sedih sekarang....aku xpernah rasa atau lalui situasi mcm ni....aku rasa mcm ..

Lagenda Budak Setan

Aku tgk trailer nya...sedihn...cnfirm aku tgk kat cinema nnt..:)

Bantal lembek!

Im back and in love baby!...hehehe

Aku segar bugar mcm sayor kat pasor pepagi buta...!

Final projek nya presentation da semakin hampir...debar2 hatiku ini..lalalla...korang yang bace ni doakan la aku..hahaha...padan muka sape soh bace...lol

Aku skrg ni memang penat..mau xnya..bf pun dok mrh(tegur je...;)) aku ni bz sgt...bang...i bz bukan men2 bang...for our future bang..hehehe...fahem2 k my prince charming...muahkss..miss u hubby syg...

K...walopun test result aku agak menghampakan, aku akan cuba yg terbaik...hehehe...sem ni aku bersih dari toyol!...lalalalala....try tgk otak aku gerak x...for the record..aku antara yg skima n jarang( seriously jarang) wat toyol (bajet baik..mmg pown (~~))...okey kot..bg aku, xcukup untuk berjaya...cket ag put2~!!..

Mummy...hehehe...ina taw ibu ada blog..bersaing la..laalla..miss u mum!

Basir!...RINDU BEBELAN KAU!.syg ko nyah

Hubby ku sayang...kesengalan u support i...dgn u yg sgt caring n pelik...hehe...i lap u sampai licin lantai umah i syg...hehehe...thankies...xmo marah2...nnt cepat tua...alallallala

Toodles!!

so long...

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Love me..But leave me...

Sedih x..kalau orang yang kita sayang...cinta...akhirnya berkahwin dengan orang lain...bukannya kita?

Kita hanya mampu merancang...Tuhan yang menentukan segalanya...kita xboleh ubah takdir...saya okay je...saya cuma nak awak happy...bahagia...kita xde jodoh...saya harus terima kenyataan..awak bukan untuk saya...dan saya juga bukan untuk awak...

Its almost a brand new year...

Sitting and lazing around...20 years...hehehe...the 21st year of my life...lets make a different!

I will be getting married to my prince charming soon...when???? when??



You'll find out soon enough kiddo!..hehehe...im just feel so blessed...i am happy...though the results will be out soon....i did my best...its not i didn't even try because I DID...just hope and pray for the best for now...InsyaAllah....



To him....i miss him...why is he so far away from me....waaaa.....



To her....up till today i don't know what went wrong...just, all the best in life ya!



To anyone else that i know...knew...etc..hehe...sorry for any wrongdoings to you guys...it's a brand new year in just....(counting fingers)...a week!...yup... a week yaw!...so...call it even?..hehehe...Anyways...have a fantastic new year in a week guys...love ya till death!..hahaha...."slay" it away...



2009 has been a tough year for me....lots of crying this year...hits the chart!..haha...there were ,some happy times...i 'met' him! (",)..hehe...A brand new year...for a brand new life...to have a brand new everything....



I update my blog earlier because..i could feel that i won't be near my lappy during the new year's eve and day...i will be busy with my new year's resolution...hahaha....i did that every year...but...never even try to fulfill it...dang!...but...but....2010...hope it will be a better year...

the year to turn into a new leaf...



Unexpected occurance in 2009...

what a year...

what a year...

Anyways...what are your new years resolution...??



Mine....



Shhhhh.....



TOODLES!(",)

GEOTEKNIK 2???!!

Pagi semalam…sejarah tercipta apabila satu kelas mengeluh betapa susahnya exam geoteknik 2!!!!

Ina da trauma…ina takot…doakan ina…doakan kami sekelas!

huhu….

InsyaAllah kawan2…kita banyak2 la berdoa agar semua dapat keputusan yang bagus2….

FINAL TINGGAL 4 PAPER!

YAY…hehe…

Finally!!

Starting next week...all of DKA 5 students will squeeze their brains out to go through all 7 final papers...wow!...7 papers...

Aku dalam keadaan yang amat risau...markah PB xdelah hebat mana...memang kena struggle untuk finalll...!!

Alhamdulillah....setakat ini, aku da 80% bersedia utk final...InsyaAllah....hari isnin..math...you do the math! hehehe....TETIBA TERINGAT T-SHIRT BRADER YG AKU TERNAMPAK KAT BANK BARU2 NI..HEHE...

ANYWAYS......

Sahabat2.... 5 semester kita bersama...sama2 lah kita berjaya bersama!

Chaiyok2 DKA 5!!!!

TOODLES!

Memoirs of a princess

TOO MANY THINGS ARE KEPT INSIDE..EACH DAY PASSESS BY WITH A PAIN IN THE HEART..IT’S PAINFUL

DON’T KNOW WHO TO TELL ..HOPING FOR THAT SOMEBODY TO UNDERSTAND..

WHAT WE HAD BEEN THROUGH BEFORE IS UNFORGETABLE…

BUT WHY DO THESE THINGS HAPPEN??

YOU ARE OLD ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN…

SOMEONE THAT YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH IS THAT SOMEONE WHO I STARTED TO CARE AND BE CLOSE…

I CARE ABOUT ‘OUR’ RELATIONSHIP..NOT WITH ************…

YOU HAVE CHANGED DEAR..

ANYWAYS… TO YOU..I JUST HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND..

TO MY HUBBY,

I LOVE YOU!…DON’T WORRY

IT’S NOT ABOUT US…

IT’S ***********************************

OKAY…

TOODLES!

Minggu menakutkan…huahua

 

Minggu yang penuh dengan cabaran..aku penat sebenarnya…banyak masalah….ibu…ibu….tolongg….

Minggu tekanan jiwa!

Assignments makin melambak...due date sume sama!!! Adoy....ni semua dugaan kan...program running esok...aku risau...macam2 nak difikirkan....kenapa kami dikerah begini???????
Penat sangat...otak da jammed da!

True, final is just a few weeks away...but...stop pushing us like this...penat! penat...pena..

Anyways...Aku yakin..semua perkara yang kita lakukan pasti ada hikmah....aku redha...test kuiz? xpe...aku taw takat kemampuan aku...insyaallah...

Toodles!